Today i recieved a letter from the goverment from my city after waiting for 11 months and even getting a free lawyer to threaten them but anyways. First off they miscalculated my monthly cost once more but atleast this time they arnt as wrong like the last few times where they falsely calculated that i earn 200€ more than i actually do. They will give me 300€ a month extra until July. Now i have actually have 340€ month in my bank and finally can buy food like normal and start to pay off my dept that i have. It will take a heck ton of time but atleast i can start to save up money again until July where i have to plan what goes further, even when its little money.

Towards my black skin cancer: A few friends know that i got operated on friday and got that part of the skin taken out. The doctor told me it only can be 2 things and 1st its a new grown freckle which is incredible rare for my age since im too old for new freckles or 2nd its black skin cancer which also is incredible rare for my age because im too young to get cancer. Its a 50/50 gamble now.
Right now all i can do is lie down and wait. The wound really hurt s a ton and CRPS really made the operation harder than it should be since even after 2 shots i still could feel the scarpel a lot and all the strings going thru my flesh but atleast i didnt felt pain this time. I know how a scarpel thru the skin feels like. That pain is something i never will forget. That even hurted more than my feet getting crushed by a 1 ton machine and dragged multiple meters on the floor. Im really glad i didnt felt that pain.

Also, I truly am thankful for all the messages i recieved. I really did apprechiated it all <3 It really feels strange and kinda unreal how so many friends kept messaging me to keep them updated of my health despite them going thru their own hell themself sadly. I really apprechiate the throught, even when some rarely interact <3
Right now im just lying most of the time since i cant sit a long time on the PC because my wound stats to hurt like hell. Walking is currently impossible and even walking to the toilet is a hard painful challenge. Its embarressing that i had to go back to the good ol' piss in a bottle tactic but since 2 days i can go to the toilet again without too much pain.
Once the pain gets weaker i will upload a few drawings i recieved since i tent to write a heck ton ^^" After this i will lie down on the couch again cuz i feel the wound burn up again ._."