I almost thought about not probably making this journal but this is something I want to share with you an idea maybe a little art project I might try to do or invest in.

Because let's be honest the way that this world is acting people need to start putting themselves first you know stop trying to spend all their time looking for other people are trying to be with other people and just do what makes them happy.

I'm thinking about getting some more commissions with the idea or theme of building a timeline of my character growing up throughout the years.

Would anyone be interested in learning more??

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A good friend of mine I will not say her name ripped my journal and assumed something that was not what the journal was about.

To let me clarify...

We live in a society where things are changing and they are changing in a negative way and many people are being affected by it.

A growing majority of people are doing and acting a certain way because they want equality but it is not equality that you want when you have to tear another group of people down just so that you're unequal footing.

That's not equality that superiority and arrogance.
I tell this to anyone including men nowadays to take care of yourself physically and mentally and spiritually.

Not to just listen to this red pill bullshit Andrew Tate bullshit.

I know a lot of you are lonely and I have been lonely too. It just seems like people don't really give a damn about us they're just so concerned about the wrong message or themselves or just spreading some stupid pointless agenda. And that kind of behavior is infecting everything hell it's even starting to infect video games.

I want to urge everybody to just do what makes you happy if that means buying nerdy shit I want you to do that.

If you're the kind of person that's having a hard time bonding and connecting with people you got to take a good look at how you're acting towards these people sometimes it can be the person's own hubris or whatnot but a lot of times it's how you're acting around these people.

I want you to take a good heart look at yourself and just see what negative things am I doing that I'm kind of overlooking or I am neglecting that's really starting to just pile on and on.

The journey to a healthier mind and a healthier personality can be conquered and it can be won. If anyone needs to talk I will listen and I will be an open ear to you. A lot of you are like me you have spent so much of your time and energy and your focus trying to be a people pleaser and just give everybody everything and you know what you can't do that anymore.

You got to take care of yourself and you got to look out for yourself because when you just start being okay with yourself and just start doing your own things the connections of others can definitely come easy.


please I urge everybody to keep the faith and I get it I'm dealing with that struggle of being lonely too I might have some good news recently but it just depends if I can post it I got this weekend off but there are days when I get home and I just go to the bed and everything just fade to black.

I urge everybody to keep the faith and keep the peace and keep the amazing you're awesome no matter what belief