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Kinky Ideas & Sharing Them(NSFW)
a year ago
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Anybody else get that innate anxiety and fear whenever they share a kinky idea that strikes them powerfully?
I had that response when I first thought up to myself the whole "Fleshlight/Onahole" squashing transformation idea in my toony thoughts. But eventually, online I discovered that, even though people didn't draw that idea and come to it it in the same, malleable and toony way I did, other people still came to the whole "Person as a sextoy" idea, usually just through simple Transformation. So ever since then I've piggybacked on that tag, as I think a good handful of flattenings and whatnot are a sub-genre of transformation, though not necessarily all of them are.
I had that same response when I then later thought up to myself, in the middle of roleplaying in the Space Station 13 medbay, the idea of toons squashed and turned into a sextoy dildo, using their own genitals as the "mould" and their bodies as the stuffing. Terrified to share it, draw it for a year and roleplayed it before sharing it publicly. Terrifyingly fun stuff to think of, and that made me terrified to share with others.
And then eventually my brain took these two favourite sexually themed toony ideas of mine and simply combined them at their most obvious points and orientations...And now I'm sharing some of that art publicly, finally.
I genuinely am sharing these ideas because I want to infect the minds of others with my kinks. I don't really intend to draw it much or focus on it much like I used to. I didn't enjoy turning into Calicorvus all those years of focusing PURELY on smut. But I play with it enough to want to share my ideas on it, and hope that the terrifying weirdness I feel about my own kinks being blasted out publicly, bound up and dangling in suspension in the nude, flapping about in the wind like a flag....I hope that gesture of sharing my weirdness plainly and sincerely messes with everyone's heads.
Toons can be toys with the right kind of tweaking, tinkering, and teasing.
Also, I still get genuinely nervous about just how sadistic and masochistic some of my smut can be. Please understand that this is just in good fun, and that all of the sadistic interactions are performed in what is essentially the in-world equivalent of the context of roleplaying together. I just never draw them saying the safety-word, alright? Whatever awful, twisted shit happens to Niju and Kairune, I promise you...Niju is 100% into it every time. Kairune is 100% pissed off every time, but she's into it.
I had that response when I first thought up to myself the whole "Fleshlight/Onahole" squashing transformation idea in my toony thoughts. But eventually, online I discovered that, even though people didn't draw that idea and come to it it in the same, malleable and toony way I did, other people still came to the whole "Person as a sextoy" idea, usually just through simple Transformation. So ever since then I've piggybacked on that tag, as I think a good handful of flattenings and whatnot are a sub-genre of transformation, though not necessarily all of them are.
I had that same response when I then later thought up to myself, in the middle of roleplaying in the Space Station 13 medbay, the idea of toons squashed and turned into a sextoy dildo, using their own genitals as the "mould" and their bodies as the stuffing. Terrified to share it, draw it for a year and roleplayed it before sharing it publicly. Terrifyingly fun stuff to think of, and that made me terrified to share with others.
And then eventually my brain took these two favourite sexually themed toony ideas of mine and simply combined them at their most obvious points and orientations...And now I'm sharing some of that art publicly, finally.
I genuinely am sharing these ideas because I want to infect the minds of others with my kinks. I don't really intend to draw it much or focus on it much like I used to. I didn't enjoy turning into Calicorvus all those years of focusing PURELY on smut. But I play with it enough to want to share my ideas on it, and hope that the terrifying weirdness I feel about my own kinks being blasted out publicly, bound up and dangling in suspension in the nude, flapping about in the wind like a flag....I hope that gesture of sharing my weirdness plainly and sincerely messes with everyone's heads.
Toons can be toys with the right kind of tweaking, tinkering, and teasing.
Also, I still get genuinely nervous about just how sadistic and masochistic some of my smut can be. Please understand that this is just in good fun, and that all of the sadistic interactions are performed in what is essentially the in-world equivalent of the context of roleplaying together. I just never draw them saying the safety-word, alright? Whatever awful, twisted shit happens to Niju and Kairune, I promise you...Niju is 100% into it every time. Kairune is 100% pissed off every time, but she's into it.
In regards to idea thieves: awful...I despise such folks when ideas and/or art are shared in secrecy and then betrayed.
As for ideas being made special before I can make use of them...In the case where the idea is already public...honestly this is something I've only given thought to in the last couple of months. "Branding".
I don't think I've ever really done anything to brand myself in my time online. I'd previously taken a self-abusive warped perspective of my behaviour online and believe the thing people most know me for is my volatile self-destructive behaviour across the years, rather than the toony stuff. So for the longest time I've blinded myself not only to the idea of branding, I feel like, but to even asking myself the question of:
"Can I develop a brand for myself? What is my brand?" Identity is something I struggled with terribly most of my life, and hope to make a comic to explain how complex that struggle is. But my inability to settle on an idea also destroyed my ability to perceive an opportunity to brand myself as a specific type of artist.
I've only really worried about drawing ideas I liked and wanted to see most of my life, because most of my life I was rather autistically inclined to not bother considering how people perceived me because...I sincerely cared that much more about drawing than how my presence is perceived.
I think utilizing ideas a person stumbles upon is really important nowadays. And not necessarily branding, but learning how to make the most out of presenting an idea, even if it is small.
And honestly....when it comes to people utilizing an idea that I might've felt is mine, or that "i did first" or whatever....I usually think "Victory, someone else is drawing ideas I love to think about!" regardless of if I'm related to the inspiration at all.
My sense of being unique for my ideas doesn't really...exist, when it comes to flattenings. In fact, the person who has consistently come the closest to learning how to draw some toony ideas most similarly to me is also someone I consider one of my deepest, most cherished friends I've made.
When other people take an idea I played with and manage to get noticed for it and spread it around more, I sincerely love to see it. My inner Sabba and Creazil might get a little jealous, but Sabba cares about the proliferation of ideas and art...so he'll suck up his jealousy...and Creazil is a petty creature, so his jealousy is easy to dismiss.
It sucks when I realize that I wasn't able to take the same idea and present it in a way that reached and resonated with as many people. But those people who also play with them are experimenting differently than me, in a different environment. Whatever jealousy or feelings of inferiority I feel for seeing someone else do a kinky idea I draw alot and getting more attention for is tremendously dwarfed by the sense of value and appreciation I gain from seeing a new iteration.
Whenever I have a problem with it emotionally and feel genuinely upset, I tell myself: "Well, I'll see how much money I can make off the idea, maybe."
Making money on the idea usually makes me feel better no matter what.
Honestly, I just spend a lot more time thinking up and refining ideas these days, so I don't usually share them before I'm ready to present them unless it's an idea I'm not confident about using in my writing.
I will admit I'm also nervous of being sadistic and masochistic cause there's ideas that are enjoyable from a kink standpoint and there's others the creative standpoint where one can enjoy the nature and ingenuity of some more quirky and unique situations, but I never want to go overboard with it cause myself I can enjoy silly smut if the one gettin smushed is enjoying it as well.
What I try to remind myself is that ideas are temporary and if there's a good one its good to bring it to reality so it doesn't fade away as fast as it would if it were to stick in my mind.
Not really sure where I was goin with all of this but this were just my thoughts from after readin this. My apologies for it being so long as well.
Sometimes it might be that I'll riff a bit with somebody else's idea or conjecture into their concepts, and find myself worrying that I've made a conversation weird/took an idea too far, or maybe put someone off by giving their creation any more feedback or enthusiasm than another generic "I like this/I'm horny for this" in the comments.
I think your art played a huge part in the development of my own TF type kinks and such going all the way back to my no-account-scaredy-cat-"I'm not really a furry"-lurker days, so you can chalk up at least one point for yourself on the "people infected" score. I've always found your ideas very enriching and unique; many times in which your artworks were all that satisfied a strong mood to me.
As for the nervousness and sadomasochism, I think it's a lot of kinky fun in a controlled or "safe" context in the writer's/artist's universe, but I definitely feel it in regards to "bad end" content. Any time I read a story that's full of TF stuff I enjoy, but ends with a definitive bad end or carries some threat/implication of permanence, I always find myself feeling some degree of distressed or apprehensive. One of my favorite stories ended with someone permanently objectified and completely unrecognizable on the whims of their dominating partner, and even though they eventually enjoyed what became of them I was always on the fence of like "all of this is so hot/this ending is making me feel uncomfortably anxious". I think it's funny how blurry the line can be between "extremely hot kinky idea" and "nervous existential horror" for me with a lot of that stuff, and in my own personal canon of toony TF ideas I always see the "status effects" as being at worst embarassing or a temporary setback; whether someone gets disintegrated into dust and blown away, or thrown in the garbage and shoveled into a landfill, or squashed into furniture and painted over, or digested, they're tapping their toe within their consciousness waiting for reality to snap them back into their regular form at some point, if a bit disheveled and inconvenienced. Maybe I'm just too soft, hehehe
Heheheh. I think there's a risk in "conjecturing" into someone else's concept that you could go off on an unrelated tangent and derail the mood/topic, but conversation is for exploring like that. Just a matter of managing that risk and taking it anyway, I think.
As for ideas of permanence and toony status effects and how the toons perceive such interactions? I like to think there's a whole spectrum. That the same kind of flattening can be painful or pleasurable given the right contexts. Just like how it's funny that a toon can remove a handcuffs or squeeze out of them in certain situations, but can't in others.
The way I think of Toons is that Toons are people whose physical bodies have become 100% receptive to their spiritual caliber and the narrative/emotional context of the world and other entities around them. Ideas given pure physicality in a sense. In that world, a toon malleting another toon out of infatuation wouldn't be painful, but pleasuring and a little overwhelming like infatuation is, perhaps. But those same toons doing the same exchange because of heartbreak? Yeah, maybe that pancaking is gonna hurt.
When it comes to existential fear and pleasure around kink subjects though? ...I think fetishes are just intolerable fears and anxieties that were compartmentalized into sexuality and arousal. Sexual impulse is one of the most powerful impulses of the human soul, and a part of me believes that unmanageable stresses/fears have the capacity of becoming sexual fetishes. So as far as I'm concerned....horror and arousal are the same thing.
You can make of that what you will, but I think believing that kinks exist on a twine-thin boundary woven with equal parts fear and arousal helped me navigate that balance of fear, anxiety, and arousal kinks inspires within me.
Maybe part of the arousal is the anxiety and fear.
you do fun shit! 'tis good :}
So I hope you like toons turned (sex)toys.
Really glad to see this account in use for toony smut :3
I'm glad you're enjoying the ancient smut.
IMO, your work has enough playful tooniness for the audience to understand it's just supposed to be a bit of fun and that the sadistic actions should be enjoyed in a silly, cartoon villain kind of way. Nothing in your art reflects badly on you as a person.
I don't think you've got anything to worry about. You clearly have people who really enjoy your work and ideas, including me. I'm not even big into TF normally (outside of flattenings) but your work has a certain squishy, doughy quality to it that I really love ^^;
I've never liked transformation. I still don't. Genuinely just...don't think transformation sequences are very fun or interesting unless animated. And transformed furries never much interested me either.
However, my brain works in toony ways. I ride the transformation tag as a sub-genre, because I do enjoy squashed and flattened toons being used like objects, being objectified quite literally. But that is only if the shape they end up being used as is something that is achieved through toony violence, not magical transformation. It's how my brain even got to the whole dildo transformation idea that I've done and roleplayed a few times. Cock Transformation? EWWW GROSSS I HATE THAT.
But if it's achieved through cartoony forms...? Well now we're talkin'!
I hope to bleed squishy tooniness all over people's transformation art.
See? You're not alone in your kinky thoughts ^^