I know it's probably my head being dumb but sometimes I feel like with my art and writing and the opportunities that I've had with other artists in terms of kinship and I feel there's a part of my mind that tells me I don't deserve them, I know the truth is that I'm wrong but sometimes it feels like I don't have a set plan in what I do creatively, I just stumble through until I do something that can be seen of value to people.

Like, I take after DJ Darkfox and draw mainly using traditional methods with Copics and such but I sometimes feel like why should people bother with me when there's others who draw and colour stuff in the same style that can do it better than me, I feel when I draw Mike in copic style, I feel like I'm doing a TEMU version of what I'd like those other artists to draw and it makes me feel like I don't deserve it.