Keeping On (New Site, Chat, and Other Stuff)
a year ago
Hey look! I wrote some stuff you should read down there!
So, I've been through the ringer these last few weeks. I've got less than 1 month with a roof over my head, I've yet to have a real chance to grieve my mom passing, and I'm trying to get rid of more of my things so that I have the funds to live for a while. I'm... Well, I think saying I'm not okay and struggling and just hanging on by a thread to keep all this going is an understatement. I'm looking to get a little more of a writing schedule going so I can start chewing through my very, very long backlog and get back to writing now that I've got my arm issues 'figured out', i.e. I know how to deal with the pain without getting sick, because I have puked from the pain a lot more than once... And that's not fun. I'm also working on getting myself set up in more places, and that's part of what this, to say what's changing for where I'll be, and how to find me.
I've gone and killed CawdorDesigns. That... That's a long, long-standing thing from me that really, I just wanted to do away with because it no longer has the same meaning to me. I have all my stories already posted here on FA, and so having a site is nice, but I wanted to move on from that domain and that hosting company because it was expensive. So I've got a new site, that I'll be posting things on from now on. I manged to get bigfatcorgi as a domain name, so that's gonna be where I post things from now on. It's totally a placeholder site for now... There's stuff, but I have yet to upload stories and get the site fully set up. I'll do it when I can, but it will be a WIP for a while.
I've also started a telegram group to keep in touch with folks, as well as to post my travels and the like, because... I'm gonna be on a lot of adventures. I fully do NOT plan on trying to stay at friends houses all the time and couch surf. I know that people have lives, and my problems are not theirs. So I would never, ever dream of inconveniencing anyone I know like that. So there will be travels, and I want to kind of share those with folks, as well as stay in touch with peeps more. Just... Make a space that I can build folks up, and where they can build me up too. So there's that. Keep me accountable, talking, and from... I guess giving in to all that's going on.
So yeah, I'm gonna keep keeping on, as best I can. It's not easy. I'm struggling hard here, but I need to keep at it to avoid from just falling into full shutdown mode. I don't want to do that, but not for me... I've got too many folks looking at me and out for me and caring for me to let them down. I don't give a flying fuck about me; haven't in a long, long time and I don't really even know how to anymore. But those around me? That have lifted me up and helped me to at least try and keep an even keel through all this? They mean a lot to me... And I do not want to let them down. So I'm gonna keep trying for them.
Anyways, here are links to the new stuff. Keep in mind like I said, the website is a big-time WIP for now, and the telegram chat I JUST made today, so it's got nadda in it. But... They're there.
New Site: http://bigfatcorgi.com
Telegram Chat: http://t.me/corgsy
Hope these changes are good for folks... And see you all soon.
I've gone and killed CawdorDesigns. That... That's a long, long-standing thing from me that really, I just wanted to do away with because it no longer has the same meaning to me. I have all my stories already posted here on FA, and so having a site is nice, but I wanted to move on from that domain and that hosting company because it was expensive. So I've got a new site, that I'll be posting things on from now on. I manged to get bigfatcorgi as a domain name, so that's gonna be where I post things from now on. It's totally a placeholder site for now... There's stuff, but I have yet to upload stories and get the site fully set up. I'll do it when I can, but it will be a WIP for a while.
I've also started a telegram group to keep in touch with folks, as well as to post my travels and the like, because... I'm gonna be on a lot of adventures. I fully do NOT plan on trying to stay at friends houses all the time and couch surf. I know that people have lives, and my problems are not theirs. So I would never, ever dream of inconveniencing anyone I know like that. So there will be travels, and I want to kind of share those with folks, as well as stay in touch with peeps more. Just... Make a space that I can build folks up, and where they can build me up too. So there's that. Keep me accountable, talking, and from... I guess giving in to all that's going on.
So yeah, I'm gonna keep keeping on, as best I can. It's not easy. I'm struggling hard here, but I need to keep at it to avoid from just falling into full shutdown mode. I don't want to do that, but not for me... I've got too many folks looking at me and out for me and caring for me to let them down. I don't give a flying fuck about me; haven't in a long, long time and I don't really even know how to anymore. But those around me? That have lifted me up and helped me to at least try and keep an even keel through all this? They mean a lot to me... And I do not want to let them down. So I'm gonna keep trying for them.
Anyways, here are links to the new stuff. Keep in mind like I said, the website is a big-time WIP for now, and the telegram chat I JUST made today, so it's got nadda in it. But... They're there.
New Site: http://bigfatcorgi.com
Telegram Chat: http://t.me/corgsy
Hope these changes are good for folks... And see you all soon.