Sorry for the delayed on this...
a year ago
About the news on Dragoneer... I meant to say something sooner, but it honestly came as a shock and I was trying not to have a panic attack the first couple days. The healthcare in this country is just ridiculous. I don't want to think about it because it's something we're all going to have to deal with one day and I feel like it just straight up murdered him...
I'm sorry if that sounds harsh, but that's literally what it feels like, and it's scary. I actually use to play Elder Scrolls with Dragoneer, but I was always kinda shy around him. I'd been following him for years and remember seeing some of the haters he'd gotten in the past, but he was always so nice to me, and now I regret not having gotten to know him better.
If it weren't for him, I wouldn't of had this place and probably wouldn't of met a lot of the friends I have now or had a lot of the experiences I've had. I can't believe he's gone. I wish I had told him thank you for all that he's done... Anyways, I apologize again for the delay on this, and I apologize if I say that I'd like to try and not dwell on this for too long. Thinking about all this is just gonna mess me up more, I'm sorry. I really truly hope that he's in a better place now though.
I'm sorry if that sounds harsh, but that's literally what it feels like, and it's scary. I actually use to play Elder Scrolls with Dragoneer, but I was always kinda shy around him. I'd been following him for years and remember seeing some of the haters he'd gotten in the past, but he was always so nice to me, and now I regret not having gotten to know him better.
If it weren't for him, I wouldn't of had this place and probably wouldn't of met a lot of the friends I have now or had a lot of the experiences I've had. I can't believe he's gone. I wish I had told him thank you for all that he's done... Anyways, I apologize again for the delay on this, and I apologize if I say that I'd like to try and not dwell on this for too long. Thinking about all this is just gonna mess me up more, I'm sorry. I really truly hope that he's in a better place now though.
You don't have anything to be sorry about. You're right. It's absolutely terrifying, and you should be able to process this stuff and post about it at your own pace.