How can we communicate and comment under your work, without causing you to worsen your mental health but still appreciate your art? ❤️

In your last stream i used a word that creeped you out, wich, of corse, is nothing anyone of us want to do!

I think, for most people (like myself) it's hard to see your work the same way you do and it is hard to appreciate it on a way, that won't trigger your mental health to worsen, because no one understands what your art means for you.

Like - why is sexual art a relife for your pain, when you don't want it to be sexualised.
For most of us, i think its like a chef, that dosen't want his food to be eaten or called delicious.

(I'm not a native english speaker, i hope the message didn't sound somewhat inapropiate or bad 😄)

Nice, that you opend a ko-fi page^^

The comments I receive aren't an issue, typically. The issue is when I'm directly involved with interacting with comments. I don't want to explain the emotional movements that produce the awful feeling. At the end of the day, I'm happy to share my smutty art, and receive comments on it. The issues only begin emotionally when I reply to comments left on my art. And attempting to stream the work reminded me of how horrifically powerful that experience is for me.

Nobody is doing anything wrong.

I'm just coming up against internal forces inside of me that make me shriek with terror whenever I interact with people publicly directly over the porn I make.

Hm... I'll say something that might sound strange but I just mean it in a positive way.

It's none of my businesse and you have all the right to say "Just piss of" but - you seem like a person thst was hurt and traumatized very very bad.
You seem like such a "nice and interessting" guy who searches for protection for his mental health under introvertion.
And it's just ... sad(?) seeing someone doing something so joyful and interessting and joyful for so many others and knowing "He himself is so hurt and broken from whatever happend to him, that he copes it with this art!"

I mean, as I said - I don't have the fucking right to say ANYTHING about you. I don't know shit about you.
I'm just a fucking random dude and I will never be more then a fucking dude commenting funny stuff on online porn.

But even if i don't know you, when i read these things from you I sometimes just wanna give you a hug and ... I don't know, kick the fricking pain you got away.

So just ... I don't know man... Virtual Hug or something like that xD

You are safe here.
No matter what happend in your life and you don't owe anyone a explanation but please allways know, we all are a safe place and want the best for you.

Please feel hugged.

Yeah, you hit the hammer on the head there. Refer to the last journal, with heeheehoohoo you don't wanna know.

Thank you.

I have to share the art, to get over it and accept it as part of myself, and separate it from the traumatic feelings during the ritual. Maybe at the end of it all, once Creszen has been fully publicly humiliated, I might change my attitude on interactions in picture comments, but for now, I'm gonna happily continue being a sad sack in front of everyone. Come what may.

*tosses ACME bucks your way*

Sure thing I got some spare change laying around the couch. ;)

Thanks Omega ^^