Hey, y'all.
It's something I've been feeling like I've been needing to do for a while now, and with how today went, I think it's the final straw I start secluding myself more and more. I've tried being so open to people, I've tried letting people know that I'm here to be a friend. In the end, it's just ended up getting me taken advantage of, become even more stressed, and hurt in the end. Of course, y'all are still welcome to join my Discord server, but I won't be accepting random friend requests anymore, like I was in the past. I want to start getting to know people without direct contact before I actually reach out (meaning my server of course). Just with how sick grandmom is, with where I am in life, and just who I am in general, I think the last thing I need is people hurting me. If you were hoping to reach out to me, I apologize. I'm not looking to talk to new people right now. It hurts really bad that I've come to this, but if I'm going to get better, I need to do this for myself.