I'm sorry to hear this, I understand how you feel and what you're going though to a degree, I struggle with mental health myself and go without art for months? Sometimes almost years at a time

Don't feel pressured to upload or be active if you're not up for it

Look after yourself first and create things when you want to and when you have the mental energy.

If you ever want to talk, vent ect you can discord me -PaleEclipse ❤️