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A Little About the Past, Present, and Future...
7 months ago
I wandered through the labyrinth of depression for a long time. I changed my social circle by 99%, found a family, shattered myself into a thousand pieces, only to put myself back together and finally live in the moment. Even now, I am still piecing myself back together bit by bit.
Art has never left my life - it’s just that, for a while, I found myself elsewhere. For example, I tried tattooing, but due to hyperhidrosis, I couldn't continue. I used to film videos, and I still create beautiful content as a marketer, but depression and social anxiety often keep me at home.
I’m an empath, and I feel people deeply. And even ADHD doesn’t always help me adapt to society. But you know what? There are positives in everything! *-*
I love what I do. I put my whole soul into my work, especially into art, and I truly enjoy it. No matter what I do, I give it my all. My empathy allows me to leave a part of myself in every piece of art I create. And my ADHD helps me learn quickly, acquire new skills, stay persistent, and push forward.
The only thing that saddens me is the consequences of past experiences - the events that shaped my current state. There’s a beautiful movie called The Fallout (2021), starring Jenna Ortega. My situation was different, but the psychological aftermath mirrored what the main character went through.
But you know what has changed? I no longer want to sit in the abyss of despair. Things have started to get better, and to keep that going, I want to take care of myself and my health. I will try. I will do everything I can to keep moving forward.
And one of the biggest steps forward - I don’t want to leave art behind. It fuels me, it keeps me alive. When I draw, I feel truly alive. And when I receive your feedback, it inspires me even more to keep going!
When you commission my art, you receive a piece of me. I put my heart and soul into every order, doing my best to make sure you love it. And I truly hope that warmth reaches you.
By the way, I’m working on an animated project by
! It’s her debut! We’ve already completed 95% of it, and I’ve been actively working on coloring. I can’t show the film just yet, but as soon as I get permission, I’d love to share this masterpiece with you. We’ve poured so much effort and passion into it, and in my opinion, it turned out amazing! ^^
That’s how this chapter of my life has gone. I’ve reflected on many things, made important decisions, changed my outlook on life… And you know what? It feels lighter. It really does.
Is this what growing up feels like? Or just life experience? о.о
Art has never left my life - it’s just that, for a while, I found myself elsewhere. For example, I tried tattooing, but due to hyperhidrosis, I couldn't continue. I used to film videos, and I still create beautiful content as a marketer, but depression and social anxiety often keep me at home.
I’m an empath, and I feel people deeply. And even ADHD doesn’t always help me adapt to society. But you know what? There are positives in everything! *-*
I love what I do. I put my whole soul into my work, especially into art, and I truly enjoy it. No matter what I do, I give it my all. My empathy allows me to leave a part of myself in every piece of art I create. And my ADHD helps me learn quickly, acquire new skills, stay persistent, and push forward.
The only thing that saddens me is the consequences of past experiences - the events that shaped my current state. There’s a beautiful movie called The Fallout (2021), starring Jenna Ortega. My situation was different, but the psychological aftermath mirrored what the main character went through.
But you know what has changed? I no longer want to sit in the abyss of despair. Things have started to get better, and to keep that going, I want to take care of myself and my health. I will try. I will do everything I can to keep moving forward.
And one of the biggest steps forward - I don’t want to leave art behind. It fuels me, it keeps me alive. When I draw, I feel truly alive. And when I receive your feedback, it inspires me even more to keep going!
When you commission my art, you receive a piece of me. I put my heart and soul into every order, doing my best to make sure you love it. And I truly hope that warmth reaches you.
By the way, I’m working on an animated project by
! It’s her debut! We’ve already completed 95% of it, and I’ve been actively working on coloring. I can’t show the film just yet, but as soon as I get permission, I’d love to share this masterpiece with you. We’ve poured so much effort and passion into it, and in my opinion, it turned out amazing! ^^That’s how this chapter of my life has gone. I’ve reflected on many things, made important decisions, changed my outlook on life… And you know what? It feels lighter. It really does.
Is this what growing up feels like? Or just life experience? о.о
You took right approach to things, and I believe it will get only better form this point on!
Thank you for sharing, its really inspiring! And good luck moving forward, I'm sure there is happiness that awaits you
I deeply appreciate your encouragement, and I sincerely wish you strength and happiness as well! We’re all on our own journeys, but I believe that as long as we keep moving forward, there’s something wonderful waiting for us. Thank you again! 💚
Social anxiety is a total drag and indeed, being an empath in a destructive world is awfully challenging...
BUT I have total faith and confidence in your ability to shine brighter than most.
The real authentic life experience is, in and of itself, growing up - maybe. :3
Looking forward to your collaborative animated project with
I really appreciate your faith in me - it gives me even more motivation to keep going and growing. And you’re right, maybe the essence of growing up is simply embracing all of life’s experiences :3
Thank you again for your support!
I was a bit concerned of your inactivity back in 2024, but I can be rest assured that you are all right and stepping up to challenges that were in your path. Like me, I went through with my rollercoaster life as well.
Looking towards to do business with you once again in the near future, I see that your drawing style has shaped up which is peeking my interests.
Best luck to you!
That truly means a lot to me! I always put my heart into my art, and knowing that you still enjoy the pieces I made for you makes me really happy *_*