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6 months ago
That's right! I got a brand new price sheet, TOS, and everything right here!:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49651222/
As usual, if you'd like to claim a slot, just send me a note on FA, you can also contact me on telegram (@Nobodyherewhatsoever) or on discord (Nobodyherewhatsoever#7808) If you want to talk to me on discord, send me a note here first, otherwise I'll ignore the request
You can also find my Will Draw/Won't Draw list in my commission info, or my profile page.
~{COMMISSION SLOTS}~
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kicks - Sketching and Inking - Paid!
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Hey, it's been a long time huh? I miss it too, but I've been busy with "getting a real job" or at least training for it. Why? Well...
(So uhh... this part is just an explanation of all the things that have been going on in my life, you can totally skip it.)
All this started months ago when I told my best friend about my dream job about becoming a full time artist, and how one day I hope to open something akin to a Patreon or Subscribestar so that I can make some monthly income and do a job I love. And what did he tell me?
"It isn't really worth it...."
"You know, I've talked to a bunch of full-time artists, and they mention just how little free time they actually get with their lives."
"If you're worried about your financial situation you should start getting a part time job."
Yeah... Ever since that day I must have hit fucking rock bottom, because I went into a depression spiral so deep that for once in my life I genuinely contemplated suicide, not the simple wishful thinking crap either, like, I had an actual plan on how I was going to kill myself. Not to mention, I left a Discord group containing some great friends I would often talk to on a daily basis because I got so fucking tired of their doomer crap, I think they were talking about AI or something and how bad it was, to which I told them "Why don't you just FUCKING GUN THESE GUYS DOWN if they are causing so much pain and suffering?" After realizing what I said, I'd figured I had to leave because I might actually be losing myself, as I legitimately despise AI enough for me to genuinely want something like that to happen. (and no, I still haven't returned to the group)
Afterwards I kinda locked myself off from the world, I even purposefully regulated what I watched on Youtube to ensure I wasn't recommended anything that would further ruin my Mental health. I can at least always count on Pokemon to cheer me up... or more accurately, distract me... yay...
I guess as some time has passed and now I've calmed down slightly... I'm no longer suicidal but honestly with everything going on in the world, I'm still kinda miserable to some extent, and I'm even worried about returning back to commissions because I'm worried about the huge influx and not being able to keep up. Not to mention with my current job training, I have slightly less time to work on stuff now. But you can't really know if you don't begin right?
Although a few good things did come out of this, for one, I no longer fear death! Yeah, I've just learn to accept it. Hey, we all gotta die eventually, and who cares if there's no fucking afterlife? Eternal peace in the void? I'm totally cool with that. Also, I got some therapy! briefly... After my best friend got tired of ME doomering to him and told me straight to my face to kill myself. Don't take that as a bad thing, it was like knocking some sense into me. He's kinda right when he said "if you're not going to put in the effort to help yourself after I've done everything I could to suggest you fix your life, then you may as well just kill yourself." Therapy helped, it was good.
Oh yeah, about the skeleton pfp, don't worry about it. I'm just totally getting into macabre stuff.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49651222/
As usual, if you'd like to claim a slot, just send me a note on FA, you can also contact me on telegram (@Nobodyherewhatsoever) or on discord (Nobodyherewhatsoever#7808) If you want to talk to me on discord, send me a note here first, otherwise I'll ignore the request
You can also find my Will Draw/Won't Draw list in my commission info, or my profile page.
~{COMMISSION SLOTS}~
1.
kicks - Sketching and Inking - Paid!2.
3.
4.
5.
6
Hey, it's been a long time huh? I miss it too, but I've been busy with "getting a real job" or at least training for it. Why? Well...
(So uhh... this part is just an explanation of all the things that have been going on in my life, you can totally skip it.)
All this started months ago when I told my best friend about my dream job about becoming a full time artist, and how one day I hope to open something akin to a Patreon or Subscribestar so that I can make some monthly income and do a job I love. And what did he tell me?
"It isn't really worth it...."
"You know, I've talked to a bunch of full-time artists, and they mention just how little free time they actually get with their lives."
"If you're worried about your financial situation you should start getting a part time job."
Yeah... Ever since that day I must have hit fucking rock bottom, because I went into a depression spiral so deep that for once in my life I genuinely contemplated suicide, not the simple wishful thinking crap either, like, I had an actual plan on how I was going to kill myself. Not to mention, I left a Discord group containing some great friends I would often talk to on a daily basis because I got so fucking tired of their doomer crap, I think they were talking about AI or something and how bad it was, to which I told them "Why don't you just FUCKING GUN THESE GUYS DOWN if they are causing so much pain and suffering?" After realizing what I said, I'd figured I had to leave because I might actually be losing myself, as I legitimately despise AI enough for me to genuinely want something like that to happen. (and no, I still haven't returned to the group)
Afterwards I kinda locked myself off from the world, I even purposefully regulated what I watched on Youtube to ensure I wasn't recommended anything that would further ruin my Mental health. I can at least always count on Pokemon to cheer me up... or more accurately, distract me... yay...
I guess as some time has passed and now I've calmed down slightly... I'm no longer suicidal but honestly with everything going on in the world, I'm still kinda miserable to some extent, and I'm even worried about returning back to commissions because I'm worried about the huge influx and not being able to keep up. Not to mention with my current job training, I have slightly less time to work on stuff now. But you can't really know if you don't begin right?
Although a few good things did come out of this, for one, I no longer fear death! Yeah, I've just learn to accept it. Hey, we all gotta die eventually, and who cares if there's no fucking afterlife? Eternal peace in the void? I'm totally cool with that. Also, I got some therapy! briefly... After my best friend got tired of ME doomering to him and told me straight to my face to kill myself. Don't take that as a bad thing, it was like knocking some sense into me. He's kinda right when he said "if you're not going to put in the effort to help yourself after I've done everything I could to suggest you fix your life, then you may as well just kill yourself." Therapy helped, it was good.
Oh yeah, about the skeleton pfp, don't worry about it. I'm just totally getting into macabre stuff.
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