I just went to a server on discord to a favorite channel. I won't say the channels name on discord because the owner it wasn't her fault. I'm still a fan but if she saw that she be disgusted but I told her I will never chat her server again.

I just came to there general sever and said hi with a Optimus prime landing. Just to fit in since they did there's. Well...instead of saying hi they just made fun of him but one said Autism Crime. I told them I have Autism and one responded that's some news. It's not. This is proof why now. This is proof enough how we are treated. It's fucking funny to them? Really? This is what I get for fitting in.

I fucking hate myself I hate living now. I'll never have a life or ever be treated equal none of us will. That really just....I don't care anymore. Heck I don't care if anyone even comments here because I barely get any but a few people who do. If you guys are reading this and don't like Autism people like me under Asperger's....then just unwatch me. I don't care. I rather die alone or just... disappear no one will miss me.

I hate myself....I always will. Love doesn't exist for me. That's proof. Why was I born for huh. So we can be treated as freaks?

Well...i hope something just takes me away cause this world sucks.