Hey.

This is an incredibly difficult statement for me to make, but I've been going through an extended existential crisis for a while now regarding many things such as therian identity, and I've reached something of a breaking point today.

I don't think I currently feel comfortable identifying as a wolf therian, or any animal for that matter. I'm still definitely a furry, that isn't changing, and I still think therians are amazing and I support the hell out of them. But I'm sitting on the toilet sobbing and saying I don't know what the fuck I am anymore, and I just don't think any of this has been good for my mental health as much as I thought it was.

I'm shelving my 37" wolf fursona. As of now, I just want to represent myself as I physically am; a 5'9" human woman. I know that's boring, and I know a lot of people aren't going to like me the same way that they do when they see me as a giant hot wolf woman, and I'm not looking forward to that. But I need to do what I think is best for me, and right now I think I need to just exist as I physically am. I need to feel like Beth.

It feels wrong to say all this. Like I'm committing a betrayal. And I'm afraid people are going to hate me for it. Again I want to clarify I am still a furry and that being a furry is important to me for so many reasons. That's not changing. Maybe what's good for me right now is just being a human among furry friends.

I hope y'all understand and can respect my decision. Thank you so much for reading!