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Gosh I feel like this is some weird form of Dungeons and Dragons but for the workplace.

Hello all would be readers, skimmers and those of other intent. Time to give an update as Memorial Day starts. Seems kinda fitting in a way.

So things at the one job I am leaving, has calmed down and now they don't need me. It's great. I get this time to do what I want to do but I also see the writing on the wall and I can read. The workplace is in a bad condition and it will only get worse. It sucks I won't be able to finish out there but I'll be closer to my family so I'll be able to do what I need to do for me. And on that...

I have been busier than ever. I am doing a lot of training for my new company that I get to hopefully work for. Completed a 3 week onboarding process and another week of training after that but this time at "home". Things are getting set up to where I'll learn more on the job training and then I'll be ready for my final move out to where I will settle.

But because my job has been giving me soo much to train on, I haven't been able to workout in the past couple of weeks. It's been taking a toll on me mentally and I have been pulling back. Lurking, doing the minimum for social events and just not feeling the love in anything anymore. I also feel I am out of touch with communicating with people. Like I'll say one thing and it's interpreted as another.

I don't know what changed but the groups I used to feel myself in seemed to have changed and I don't know if it's me, or much less what to change if it is me.

I still have more training and more things I want to learn. But I also want to immerse myself in Oblivion and forget the world. Don't be surprised if I go back into my shell for a bit. I'm going to focus on doing workouts as I feel that is the thing to "click" my brain out of this fog.

I wish I had a better ending for this journal but this is where I'm at. Maybe this helped collect my thoughts. Maybe this will be good to look back on. What I don't want is pity but rather, understanding that this is where I'm at. Again, I apologize for not being more upbeat but hey, I'm human too.