900 days sober.
5 months ago
I'm not a guy of many words these days, generally I just wonder behind the scenes, but I wanted to share this milestone with you all.
900 days sober. Now when I cock something up, at least I know it was purely my own incompetence and not my being black out drunk.
IWNDWYT
Edit: I miscounted by a day, I actually quit on December 13th.
Full disclosure: I'm dumb. ദ്ദിಥ⩊ಥ
900 days sober. Now when I cock something up, at least I know it was purely my own incompetence and not my being black out drunk.
IWNDWYT
Edit: I miscounted by a day, I actually quit on December 13th.
Full disclosure: I'm dumb. ദ്ദിಥ⩊ಥ
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/ づ♡I would absolutely positively love that!!
https://toyhou.se/Mottenfest/characters/folder:all
I have so many characters, haha, but this is my 'sona specifically!
https://toyhou.se/782132.seth-urban-coyote
This is a reward for the sobering! -PROUDOFYOU-
private message me anything you'd like to have done! I'm still terrible at bgs but have gotten better at clothing and poses :D
You're stronger than me, I'm a slave to my vices, I have no willpower whatsoever. 😔
(I didn't know this can be be very dangerous, so for all reading, please take care.)
The withdrawals were intense for the first few days, so I just slept. It got way better after day three.
It took several components for me to finally quit. Maybe my sharing will help you too.
• I escaped the situation that was causing the desire to stifle the pain and fear, which removed the main trigger events.
• I became so disgusted in my behavior and being incapable of remembering my own actions.
• I was terrified of potentially diving blackout drunk and losing my license forever.
• Bonus side-effect: saving so much fucking money
I'm glad your love of cars/driving helped push you through that.
I guess my vices aren't bad enough that I feel disgusted by myself yet, but it would be nice to save a bit of money. And I'm always grateful that I'm not into hard drugs or gambling.
900 days is a huge milestone!
i haven't tho, i think because the idea of taking my hands off the wheel while driving through a metaphorical shitstorm on a narrow bridge with no rails doesnt feel like a good stress release
Support of family and friends is invaluable, and the importance of support from those walking these shoes cannot be overstated.
Congratulations, I am so proud of you ^^
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