Life is kind of pointless when you don't have a family, a real family, not one that uses you for status, or transactional gains. A Family that loves you and for you, that you love back. Family that fulfills eachother to the utmost degree more than any indulged hobby ever could.

All the money in the world cannot fill that cup. All the items and hobbies in the world, can't fill the cup a genuine family can. Whether I work 40 hours and earn 17k a year or 300k a year, nothing I could buy with either would fill the glass of a mutually loving and supportive family. No amount of luxury or wealth could fill real family. Luxury cars, luxury house, luxury amenities, latest and greatest things to fill time, got nothing on coming home to family who love me for me whether I'm luxury, or normal, or not, who missed me, whom I missed.

Ironically that's called being dependent and needy these days *rolls eyes*, what a world climate... what's the point when you don't have that shit. What's the point to the wealth or just surviving if every day is another hobby and day done in monotony. Anyway... eh whatever.

I guess this stuff is old fashioned and doesn't exist anymore. Every single relationship these days is based on transaction, fake, and wealth it does seem, and old and healthy is needy and dependent, unhealthy. Don't give enough, or earn enough, or are just old fashioned, then theres no benefit and no climbing the ladder like it's a business. *facepalm* shit gets real, or challenging taking about previous benefit, *yeet* bye-bye. Amazing climate, just stellar. Idk why I'm even bitching, won't change anything or one. I want the healthy but nope, mostly gone. Shits fucked. What's the point. A long life, filled with transactions... oh how meaningful, can't wait to kiss my gpu goodnight.