Reconnecting...
3 months ago
I think I'm just writing this late at night. If I wake up and see that I wrote this and thought it was embarrassing or dumb or silly... You know why it's gone.
Anyway. I'm just thinking, I guess. I've met a lot of people, so many magnificent people, and it can be a little overwhelming (and can be as a result of choice paralysis, feelings of unwantedness, isolation, connection, etc.) to reach out and grab onto someone. Maybe it's just that sort of late night bad brain.
If you wanted to reconnect with me... Feel free! I've been wanting to be more interactive with furry people recently. And I'm also in a depressive slump. Pat my head and tell me how sweet I am.
Anyway. I'm just thinking, I guess. I've met a lot of people, so many magnificent people, and it can be a little overwhelming (and can be as a result of choice paralysis, feelings of unwantedness, isolation, connection, etc.) to reach out and grab onto someone. Maybe it's just that sort of late night bad brain.
If you wanted to reconnect with me... Feel free! I've been wanting to be more interactive with furry people recently. And I'm also in a depressive slump. Pat my head and tell me how sweet I am.
My dms are always open if you need another fur around. You seem pretty cool just from interacting with on a few of your recent posts!
Im always willing to chat as well so don't be too hard on yourself.
There are a lot of people I want to connect with and have connected with through art, but the circus of life forces me into a constant vigil. I will have times that I feel guilt because I haven't been able to honor my fans with more artwork, which results in me hesitating to reach out to them.
I wish I could repay the kindness and bravery that people have shown me by being the first to communicate. One day I hope to be more than flesh.