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End of an era?
2 months ago
End of an era, what does this mean some of you may be asking? Recently I’ve devoted some time to myself within the silence of my 9 to 5 job. I’ve had deeply profound thoughts and contemplation regarding my life and my future. Where I once thought I was happy and content with where I was, I came to realize that I wasn’t, even having an existential crisis that if I continue down the path I’m on, I am destined to be no one. Nothing even as I live with no meaningful purpose to the journey I am undergoing in life. This community has brought me immeasurable happiness, love, and joy, yet I’ve been distracted and lost focus with what I truly want for myself here and in my personal life. Nonetheless, this does not mean I’ll leave it all behind to be forgotten as the commitments I’ve established will remain till they are fulfilled, and as for my friends, you will always be in touch and close to my heart.
Regarding what I aspire to myself and for those who are curious, I aim to obtain an education to open new possibilities for a brighter future myself, and as to what I want to do, it does frighten me. My inner demons say that I won’t succeed or that I am not bright enough, yet I know that if I don’t step out of my comfort zone and face the challenges head-on, my life won’t change whatsoever, and I don’t want to look back at myself when I am many years older only to ask myself why I didn’t have the courage. Therefore, I will accept the challenges which await me no matter where the world is, even though it’s not in my favor as my existence frightened those in Washington. I just wish I had a different mentality when I was younger, and I also acknowledge that I will never recover the years I’ve lost, so I may as well start now before it’s too late. Although first, I must tackle the demons which were of my own design and creation, before anything can go into motion, and that includes cutting back and/or ending the art acquisitions entirely, old habits die hard. Sorry for the sadness that I may bring some of you, and I hope for your understanding.
Regarding what I aspire to myself and for those who are curious, I aim to obtain an education to open new possibilities for a brighter future myself, and as to what I want to do, it does frighten me. My inner demons say that I won’t succeed or that I am not bright enough, yet I know that if I don’t step out of my comfort zone and face the challenges head-on, my life won’t change whatsoever, and I don’t want to look back at myself when I am many years older only to ask myself why I didn’t have the courage. Therefore, I will accept the challenges which await me no matter where the world is, even though it’s not in my favor as my existence frightened those in Washington. I just wish I had a different mentality when I was younger, and I also acknowledge that I will never recover the years I’ve lost, so I may as well start now before it’s too late. Although first, I must tackle the demons which were of my own design and creation, before anything can go into motion, and that includes cutting back and/or ending the art acquisitions entirely, old habits die hard. Sorry for the sadness that I may bring some of you, and I hope for your understanding.
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You have more value than 99% of the kleptocrats in Washington. It's like comparing an eagle to a horde of house flies.
That is a fact.
At some point in your life, you feel like you are coming to a stale and maybe need to step out of your comfort zone to get somewhere.
Best of luck, whatever you decide to do!