So sometimes it becomes too much for you, as your mental image is just like reality? *offers big hugs*

so much is terrible. so much is hate and anger and sadness.

i can't explain it. it isn't just this.
in my imagination, sometimes it just wanders off by itself into these horrible things I think and it isn't just what i imagine seeing, I also smell, taste, can feel, can touch with my hands and body in my imagination, so..... even imagined things hurt as much as reality and it just gets to me. *sobs*

That tracks.

i love it. to explore with, to remember, imagine with... i wish that i could just PARK IT. and not have to be constantly flying it =_=