In my past i did several fatal wrongs and as i was trying to be a better person and keep forward, those wrong that made me a bad reputation follow me till today, i cannot get friends easy as others, people avoid me and this stress and frustration made me do the same wrongs in the present, i really regret and wish back in the time to avoid do those stupid wrongs that affect me now for dunno when close my maw, this is not only a venting, is too my experience to avoid u all do the same, sometimes frustrations and dunno how to deal with them makes u do bad things, before those mistakes turned into a grave issue think and reflectionate before they reach u when u are in a really hard time and need people to can survive, i do commissions and now its hard to sell them for my bad reputation, that i did to my self for have not selfcontrol and never shut up my fucking maw