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a month ago
*Sighs* Hi everyone, I have been very quiet on my end, so I want to give an update and to I guess ramble around a little.
To be blunt I suffered another crash on my end and rather than try to recover how I have been trying, I simply decided to just let it run it's course, what has been helping me a little has been my gamer side, between Rogue Trader and some other games as well as me enjoying the current summer event in Fate/Grand Order, heck this year it has been great as far as gacha wise, from the first Beast-Class servant Draco to Artoria Berserker to name just two of the many I was able to get in the game.
Honestly I have been working on another anthro model and I will post it soon, I actually tried working on it basically all last month to try to help me get back into things, but up until pretty recent my heart wasn't in it, so I just decided to put if off more and more and I have a few others lined up too, including the start of another army for 40k and because I am tired of the continuous downfall I will be returning to 7th edition with some small changes I have in mind with the system, I also collected a Grey Knight force, but I will use those if anyone would like to play 5th edition... probably just made a lot of people cringe by saying that and I also have collected some stuff for 3rd edition a while ago. I will return to my Keepers of Sanctity at some point in the future, just not sure when, plus I will also post a chaos warband and another space marine chapter I made up quite a while ago and posted onto my DA, but I think would also be cool to post on here, both of which I also want to see if I can work on a little as well at some point. Plus When it comes to Horus Heresy my Dark Angels I'll use probably with first edition rules if not 2nd given the brain dead that is Games Workshop just keeps flushing everything down the drain and continuing the long practice of ripping everyone off.
*Sighs* Now onto where I am with being online and all, well for a start SoFurry is still down, when the 8th comes it'll litterally be a month since they started this whole transfer thing, am I still interested in giving it a shot honestly yes, but I guess they need to have a tech-priest have a look at it.
I just haven't felt like being online, with the crash I recently had as I said I just decided to stay off and let it run rather than do what I have been trying to do for a better part of the year and basically just surrender to it. My emotional burn out turned out to me just being fried and honestly I just don't have much confidence in posting either. No worries I won't try to explain or anything as I have done before... because I know there is no point and to say I am exhausted barely touches on it. I am unsure if things will change as far as this month goes or whatever, I have just been taking it one day at time, I haven't felt like writting or drawing anything either to be frank.
*Sighs* Alright, I got nothing else I really want to say...
To be blunt I suffered another crash on my end and rather than try to recover how I have been trying, I simply decided to just let it run it's course, what has been helping me a little has been my gamer side, between Rogue Trader and some other games as well as me enjoying the current summer event in Fate/Grand Order, heck this year it has been great as far as gacha wise, from the first Beast-Class servant Draco to Artoria Berserker to name just two of the many I was able to get in the game.
Honestly I have been working on another anthro model and I will post it soon, I actually tried working on it basically all last month to try to help me get back into things, but up until pretty recent my heart wasn't in it, so I just decided to put if off more and more and I have a few others lined up too, including the start of another army for 40k and because I am tired of the continuous downfall I will be returning to 7th edition with some small changes I have in mind with the system, I also collected a Grey Knight force, but I will use those if anyone would like to play 5th edition... probably just made a lot of people cringe by saying that and I also have collected some stuff for 3rd edition a while ago. I will return to my Keepers of Sanctity at some point in the future, just not sure when, plus I will also post a chaos warband and another space marine chapter I made up quite a while ago and posted onto my DA, but I think would also be cool to post on here, both of which I also want to see if I can work on a little as well at some point. Plus When it comes to Horus Heresy my Dark Angels I'll use probably with first edition rules if not 2nd given the brain dead that is Games Workshop just keeps flushing everything down the drain and continuing the long practice of ripping everyone off.
*Sighs* Now onto where I am with being online and all, well for a start SoFurry is still down, when the 8th comes it'll litterally be a month since they started this whole transfer thing, am I still interested in giving it a shot honestly yes, but I guess they need to have a tech-priest have a look at it.
I just haven't felt like being online, with the crash I recently had as I said I just decided to stay off and let it run rather than do what I have been trying to do for a better part of the year and basically just surrender to it. My emotional burn out turned out to me just being fried and honestly I just don't have much confidence in posting either. No worries I won't try to explain or anything as I have done before... because I know there is no point and to say I am exhausted barely touches on it. I am unsure if things will change as far as this month goes or whatever, I have just been taking it one day at time, I haven't felt like writting or drawing anything either to be frank.
*Sighs* Alright, I got nothing else I really want to say...
I love you sweetheart, and online or off, you always have my love and support. you may not be my actual child, but you will always be my one and only son. And Momma loves you always and forever