praying for you

Thank ya, God bless

Woof, that sounds pretty ruff. I'm glad that it seems you've found a way to cope with it, though
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Thank ya man! I'll keep you in mind

There, there. We all have shortcomings. The best you can do is to pray for guidance. If you have and still haven't been reassured, then keep at it.

Thank ya, it has been a while I'm embarrassed to say.

I'm the same way *hugs*

~hugs back

It's very easy to succumb to the negative when you're slogging through the shit. We're all going to experience it at some point, in some fashion.

Lots of folk have and rely/lean-on their theology or philosophy to get them through it, and I have no issue with that tactic (If it works for them, that's GREAT!).

For myself, I've used my anger/rage as FUEL to push/drag/SHOVE ME THROUGH and PAST/OUT of very bad situations. Maybe not the best way (I'm certain my nerves/heart would prefer another!), but again, it worked for me then, and right 'Now' what it's doing is giving me a VERY keen focus on the world around me, because threat is real, it is there, and we have creatures in it actively hunting others.

Not a calm, pleasant, relaxing existence, I will admit.

For some of us, it keeps us alive while others are blissfully walking into trouble.

For what it's worth. Take a 'Negative' and use it to attain something positive. If you CAN erase or get over the 'Negative' to achieve peace? PLEASE SHARE IT!

;-P

Yeah I've often used it that way, and still do. Some of my best artwork comes from frustration

Will be praying for you.

Thank ya, and God bless

You got prayers.

I often feel anger too, even when the logical part of my brain says it's nonsense and the reason is minuscule, and I should just let go. I'm afraid when it's gonna blow up back on me.

Yeah I have the same issue to be honest. Its like fighting against a hard current. You know you shouldn't let your feelings take over, but then again we're not always logical creatures, and emotions are strong.

Will pray for you

Thank ya, and God bless