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HEALTH SITUATION
4 weeks ago
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Okay, buns, I've been putting this off until the last minute, but apparently I've really run out of luck, so I'll briefly explain the reason for my absence and lack of activity on my accounts.
Where to begin? Yeah, I don't really know. I've been struggling with my heart for the last nine days, and while at first it was arrhythmia, last night I didn't sleep at all.
I was in pain, and ironically, I could barely feel my left arm.
My city is still considered a hot spot, and all the hospitals are full, and to see a doctor you have to wait in line for... a long time, okay? Without further ado,
I'll say I never thought I'd make it to the morning.
So I'm going to make an appointment with whoever I can and get information about hospitalization, because the situation has reached the point where I'm simply afraid to sleep.
And to be honest, I have no idea what I'll do if I need surgery because I don't have that kind of money. I'm really SCARED.
At the same time, my psychological state has worsened. For the first time in years, I feel so broken, powerless, and sidelined, while all the artists around me are taking advantage
of the Halloween craze and building up their accounts. I had plans, goals, and I finally knew what I was living for, and I wasn't prepared for the loss of meaning to be so painful.
Did I mention that I lost my best friend through my own stupidity? Well, I've said it now. I think what I said will deservedly haunt me for the rest of my days.
I'll try to finish the commissions I started, and if I don't make it and end up hospitalized, I'm sorry, I really did try my best.
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Is there any way we could help?
Дякую! Теж дуже приємно бачити різних українських митців тут!