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2 weeks ago
Hello hello all! I am officially back here on gool ol' FA!
Wrist is all better, thank you all for the concerns! It surprised me to see how many ppl were concerned about my heatlh, I haven't had issues with it in a couple weeks now, so I'm hoping I don't have any other troubles :>
There are some things I didn''t mention in my journal, but besides my physical health, my mental health had been on a steady decline, aswell. I believe I needed that break more than I initially thought.
I was neglecting my mind, my body, and my personal life. I was so lonely and depressed, a lot of resurfaced trauma and the fact I've lived unhappy and sheltered forever and it finally snapped in my mind that I was not doing good. For a couple months straight it was so hard to even want to open my eyes every morning, I will be so for real. It was dark. I've pulled myself out of it somewhat, but that time still lingers in my head. I do not ever want to go back to that time, again. And will be continously working on myself so I do not return back to that time.
So a couple of things first, while I was gone I did some debating and I feel the best way for me to not strain my body or my mind..is to limit the time I spend online entirely. Before, I was spending 12+ hours a day with my eyes glued to a screen, which inadvertently had its affects on me.
So from now on, I will be carefully crafting every single design I upload on here. I will have a formulation on when I upload, what I upload, and the quality will be upmost. I noticed I was straying away from that a lot. Moving forward I plan on incorporating some of my own art into my gallery. I'm not too sure what yet, but my plan is to share some character references and eventually make some original off base designs with my own art. I had planned this before I left, but I took such a long break from drawing and art in general..everythings kinda reverted to default xD So thats the plan, to get there, trust!
I will not be posting as often as I used to (3x adopts a day), and if I do, it will be to clear out my folders of designs. I will try to mix it up like I usually do, but a lot of bases I used to use will be retired and no longer used.
And that leads me to another thing, owed work. I have been working in the shadows on and off while my health permits, but now that I am feeling 100% my top priority is getting things put back in order and sending files out.
If you have any concerns about your owed art, please send me a note here on FA, for the quickest response. My main priority is getting my list cleared off and I want to make sure I have everyone's art completed. Even a lil boop (even if we had just spoken before I left) just to leave another mental note for me is totally okay.
Will continue working throughout this week, and postin' some of my first adopts in 3 months tonight (the insanity of that sentence)!!
Thank you for the kindness you've shown me, I am very happy to be feelin better and back to myself <3
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