I had a lot of thoughts before writing this because I really don’t like to ask for help when I can’t do anything for people myself. I always tried to give more and take less, but now I am not sure I can handle myself .

It happened that I have some debts. Not too much, actually. There’s about 1500$ between me and my freedom, but that’s over my limits though. I was thinking that I can deal with it for a couple of months but in fact it’s second year I live like this. I have my own medical issues and my mom is fighting cancer for a half of a year. Happily there’s free medicine in my country so we don’t have to pay that enormous bills, but there are still some stuff I have to pay for. And that would be okay If I hadn’t that debt. Every day I have to think where to get money to for credit in this month. It feels like all my life is paused. I can’t plan any new projects, can’t buy anything except for necessary things. I have to take too much work. I am so tired of it.

Money can’t solve all the problems, but they can save my sanity. No jokes.

So, if you want and can help me a little bit it would be super nice.
This is the donation link https://app.lava.top/2891300031?donate=open

Anyone who helped me may come to me for a sketch of something. I will be happy to do what I can for you.
I wish I didn’t have to write this journal. I hope you won’t think bad of me because of it.