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CreepyCommentsWelcome When I was 15, I went through depression. It was a heavy time, and I lost sight of myself for a while. By the time I reached 20, I had begun to feel better again, and that spark became the fuel I needed to keep moving forward.
Then in 2022, I lost my dad to COVID‑19. With him gone, I lost my sense of purpose too. My dad worked in a prison and what stood out to me was how he held space for others there people who had so little dignity left. He listened, he respected, and he gave them something the world often denied them. That’s what I carry forward now: not what he gave me directly, but what I witnessed him give to others.
The furry fandom opened a new chapter for me. It gave me a place to rebuild, to continue that legacy of dignity and presence in a community that values connection, creativity, and care. It wasn’t about replacing what I lost it was about continuing it in a new way.
Ten years of self‑growth have taught me that pressure doesn’t have to break you. For me, it became energy. What could have been a weight turned into momentum, and that momentum carried me into new ways of moving through the world. Autism plays a part in that too it shapes how I see, how I describe, how I connect. The detail in my words, the imagery I lean on, the way I hold space for others those aren’t accidents. They’re strengths I’ve learned to embrace.
I don’t want recognition just for myself. If my name ever carries weight, it will carry my dad’s too and it will carry the voices of those who feel unseen, unheard, or silenced. If I rise, I’m bringing everyone with me.
My space is safe, inclusive, and welcoming. I’ll listen without judgment. I’ll speak up when dignity is at risk. I’ll remind anyone who feels alone that they are not. That’s the name I want to make for myself not just a name people know, but a name people trust.
This is no small feat. But my drive is strong, my torch is steady, and I will keep working until others know they can lean on me. Recognition and a name together not for ego, but for legacy, for trust, and for the people who need it most.
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hope this gives a clearer picture of what I’m all about, and I also hope it inspires you not to give up no matter how rough the water gets. My space will always be open for all adults. I’m an anchor, a furry to lean on, and I will always be myself. This is what I offer for others.
An update on how I’m doing: I won’t lie, this year has been very tough for me emotionally, and I know it has been for many of you too. Don’t let things drag you down. Don’t let others mistreat you on any platform you’re on. Everyone deserves respect and dignity.
I also want to thank you for being there for me. Whenever I’ve been upset, you’ve helped me up when it was difficult, and I’m forever grateful for that. You don’t need to worry about me holding space for others I appreciate the concern, but I’m like a sponge. Save your energy for when you need it most.
I’m not expecting anything in return your time and presence here already mean a lot. But money is tight, and if you ever want to, there’s always the option to give something, and it’s always greatly appreciated. gifted fury art steam game of choice or a steam gift card within your budget Diapers like the ones in my gallery others are fine too such as myinnerbaby not in the uk)
• Diapers like the ones in my gallery (NRU and ABU ABDL)
• Onesies (3XL — my size is XXL has to be ABDL)
• Furry t‑shirts (XXXL)
• Steam or Xbox gift cards if your in the USA Canada make sure you do the uk versions as its region locked codes from retailers
• Chocolate (KitKat, Dairy Milk, Minstrels, Galaxy i will make this in my fa bio i need time to make it it sounds right and how it sounds
Of course, only ever if it’s your own choice and within your own means. Since I can’t use tips, Ko‑fi, or similar platforms i can't risk it because of how the laws work with PIP and Universal Credit here in the UK, this is the only way I can accept support.
stand firm, and I stand by the ABDL community until this gets addressed as I’ve stated clearly in my featured journal I'm always listening i will keep refining and continue to grow stronger from you positive or negative feedback is welcome as long as its constructive Kieren. part two will come when its ready
Then in 2022, I lost my dad to COVID‑19. With him gone, I lost my sense of purpose too. My dad worked in a prison and what stood out to me was how he held space for others there people who had so little dignity left. He listened, he respected, and he gave them something the world often denied them. That’s what I carry forward now: not what he gave me directly, but what I witnessed him give to others.
The furry fandom opened a new chapter for me. It gave me a place to rebuild, to continue that legacy of dignity and presence in a community that values connection, creativity, and care. It wasn’t about replacing what I lost it was about continuing it in a new way.
Ten years of self‑growth have taught me that pressure doesn’t have to break you. For me, it became energy. What could have been a weight turned into momentum, and that momentum carried me into new ways of moving through the world. Autism plays a part in that too it shapes how I see, how I describe, how I connect. The detail in my words, the imagery I lean on, the way I hold space for others those aren’t accidents. They’re strengths I’ve learned to embrace.
I don’t want recognition just for myself. If my name ever carries weight, it will carry my dad’s too and it will carry the voices of those who feel unseen, unheard, or silenced. If I rise, I’m bringing everyone with me.
My space is safe, inclusive, and welcoming. I’ll listen without judgment. I’ll speak up when dignity is at risk. I’ll remind anyone who feels alone that they are not. That’s the name I want to make for myself not just a name people know, but a name people trust.
This is no small feat. But my drive is strong, my torch is steady, and I will keep working until others know they can lean on me. Recognition and a name together not for ego, but for legacy, for trust, and for the people who need it most.
>END Credits
hope this gives a clearer picture of what I’m all about, and I also hope it inspires you not to give up no matter how rough the water gets. My space will always be open for all adults. I’m an anchor, a furry to lean on, and I will always be myself. This is what I offer for others.
An update on how I’m doing: I won’t lie, this year has been very tough for me emotionally, and I know it has been for many of you too. Don’t let things drag you down. Don’t let others mistreat you on any platform you’re on. Everyone deserves respect and dignity.
I also want to thank you for being there for me. Whenever I’ve been upset, you’ve helped me up when it was difficult, and I’m forever grateful for that. You don’t need to worry about me holding space for others I appreciate the concern, but I’m like a sponge. Save your energy for when you need it most.
I’m not expecting anything in return your time and presence here already mean a lot. But money is tight, and if you ever want to, there’s always the option to give something, and it’s always greatly appreciated. gifted fury art steam game of choice or a steam gift card within your budget Diapers like the ones in my gallery others are fine too such as myinnerbaby not in the uk)
• Diapers like the ones in my gallery (NRU and ABU ABDL)
• Onesies (3XL — my size is XXL has to be ABDL)
• Furry t‑shirts (XXXL)
• Steam or Xbox gift cards if your in the USA Canada make sure you do the uk versions as its region locked codes from retailers
• Chocolate (KitKat, Dairy Milk, Minstrels, Galaxy i will make this in my fa bio i need time to make it it sounds right and how it sounds
Of course, only ever if it’s your own choice and within your own means. Since I can’t use tips, Ko‑fi, or similar platforms i can't risk it because of how the laws work with PIP and Universal Credit here in the UK, this is the only way I can accept support.
stand firm, and I stand by the ABDL community until this gets addressed as I’ve stated clearly in my featured journal I'm always listening i will keep refining and continue to grow stronger from you positive or negative feedback is welcome as long as its constructive Kieren. part two will come when its ready
