October did not go as planned for me either, So I understand. All we can do is take a deep breath, finish off the year as best we can and hope '26 goes better.

Thank you for understanding~<3

Huh, I don't even remember what it is that you seemed to have promised? I couldn't even find much in previous journals, save for saying you wanted to post something every weekend. Is that what you're worried about? Because if so, I hardly think that's a massive disappointment that warrants a huge apology. Sometimes funds just don't materialize, that's life.

I was going to do a full transformation sequence for Halloween, but I didn’t manage to get it commissioned. The Kyuune image from yesterday was the backup plan.

Ahhhh, well don't worry hun, I really don't think that's as big a deal as you've worried. New pics will come eventually, there's always next Halloween. Hell, there's always making your own Halloween in December if you wanted to, heh. Wolf Girl Christmas anyone?

Hmm…

Don't worry about it. Shit happens and you're planning on how to make up for it so don't worry if you slightly messed up one time.

Thank you for your kind words~<3

It happens. It's rough all over tbh.

I know...

Thats ok, this sort of thing tends to happen and there is no way to control it

I just hate not having control...

Control is hard but sometimes you just gotta go with the flow. Trying to force control will cause it to fight back but try to co-exisit with it best as you can. But thats just me

That's some good advice.
Thank you.

No problem

Real-life happens, Rosalie. You didn't 'fail' anyone. *Hugs*

I just feel like I let you all down...

Life can be really spontaneous, specially with something as crazy as money.

Sometimes things go the way we want them, sometimes we have to learn how to go about when things don't and we have no clue what to do. It's part of being alive and aware, of becoming a better person in life as we learn how to surpass the uncertainties of everything.

In the end at least you did something very important: be aware and acknowledge what you haven't done right, the most important step for solving a problem, for improving, for being better and changing for the better. Plus, you're already taking cool steps to do something about it too and that is also a great advancement!

Also happy anniversary!

Wish you the best, stay strong, stay positive, you''ll make it through because you can do it and deserve it
Cheers!

I really appreciate those kind words~<3

you're welcome!