So Ive been feeling kinda down and maybe a little depressed for the last two weeks or so, and I just figured out why. I haven't been killing people. Lol and by that I mean I haven't been playing Team Fortress 2 or Modern Warfare 2 since I came to visit my family. But tonight I was really bored and down and decided,"What the hell, I'll play some TF2." Few rounds later I feel amazing, energized and invigorate. Some how the stress and excitement, and even the frustration and elation that comes with it is what I need. This realization will go a long way to making me a happier person.

In other news Christmas and New Years was just alright. Family broke due to my father doing stupid shit and probably losing his job. Probably for the better, maybe he could get a job where the people don't hate him, though that was pretty much his fault.

Art-wise I find myself at an odd place. I can draw a couple fan characters and characters from various other sources, but I cant seem to draw anything that I've made up. Maybe I'm being over critical, but... I think it might be that I haven't truly found a style that works for me. However at least I have been practicing, and its starting to show. I just need to think of more creative poses and scenes to do.

So how does one make friends here on this community? I know, I fail at the internet. I just never actually found out how people can make connections and conversations with random people online. *shrug*