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Update on myself and vent
a week ago
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Hi everyone.
I hope you've all been doing well. I wanted to give you all an update on everything. I was starting to feel better but I've pretty much ended up back where I started. My job searching isn't going well. It's incredibly stressful looking through thousands of jobs and see that they only want people with past experience or they expect you to do a ton of things on a low salary. Why do company's and businesses have to be like this? Why can't they just give someone who's new to all of this a chance? I won't be able to gain the experience if they won't give me a chance.
Home life isn't going well either. I cannot find this motivation to get out the house and do something productive. If my dad were still alive, I would have been doing tons with him. Going places, working on my fitness, ect. But no. I'm pretty much alone in that.
Online life has had some issues. I had make be some changes here on FA. I'm being blocked by others only because I know or I'm friends with someone they don't like. So they assume I'm going to be like that person and they blocked me just for that reason. I've never said one word to one person and they block me because they assumed I'm going to be a bad person. They go and judge me before they even know me which is in my opinion unacceptable behaviour. For that reason, I've removed my friends list if people are going to check on who I'm friends and judge me by that. It's incredibly hurtful to get blocked just because I know someone they don't like. All I want to do is admire work by others and fav them so I can look at them whenever I like.
As I said before, I use my online life to get away from irl things. Away from work, being an adult, away from politics, ect. I'm not here to cause trouble. I just want to enjoy the wonderful things I see here on FA. And I have see many wonderful things. So I ask you, please don't punish someone like me for just wanting to admire all the wonderful art I see on this site and for leaving a comment about how great the art is.
I'm sorry again for the vent. It's understandable if nobody wants to read it. I just had no one to talk to but I'll be glad that there's someone out there that can hear my voice.
Hope you all have a great rest of the day.
I hope you've all been doing well. I wanted to give you all an update on everything. I was starting to feel better but I've pretty much ended up back where I started. My job searching isn't going well. It's incredibly stressful looking through thousands of jobs and see that they only want people with past experience or they expect you to do a ton of things on a low salary. Why do company's and businesses have to be like this? Why can't they just give someone who's new to all of this a chance? I won't be able to gain the experience if they won't give me a chance.
Home life isn't going well either. I cannot find this motivation to get out the house and do something productive. If my dad were still alive, I would have been doing tons with him. Going places, working on my fitness, ect. But no. I'm pretty much alone in that.
Online life has had some issues. I had make be some changes here on FA. I'm being blocked by others only because I know or I'm friends with someone they don't like. So they assume I'm going to be like that person and they blocked me just for that reason. I've never said one word to one person and they block me because they assumed I'm going to be a bad person. They go and judge me before they even know me which is in my opinion unacceptable behaviour. For that reason, I've removed my friends list if people are going to check on who I'm friends and judge me by that. It's incredibly hurtful to get blocked just because I know someone they don't like. All I want to do is admire work by others and fav them so I can look at them whenever I like.
As I said before, I use my online life to get away from irl things. Away from work, being an adult, away from politics, ect. I'm not here to cause trouble. I just want to enjoy the wonderful things I see here on FA. And I have see many wonderful things. So I ask you, please don't punish someone like me for just wanting to admire all the wonderful art I see on this site and for leaving a comment about how great the art is.
I'm sorry again for the vent. It's understandable if nobody wants to read it. I just had no one to talk to but I'll be glad that there's someone out there that can hear my voice.
Hope you all have a great rest of the day.
I'm sorry, I get a little charged on that subject in general. I don't have people doing that with me, but I have had someone try to guilt me into not interacting with a seemingly harmless commissioner because they may have watched someone else without being aware of what they're about. It happens on YouTube all the time and YouTubers get up to worse stuff, so why are we pawing through each others' watch lists and calling up receipts here on FA? It doesn't mean anything unless you have actual statements and proof that the watching has ill intent. =O=;
On you not wanting to go outside and do things. Well the only thing I can tell you is to please beat that. I'm deep into that depression cycle and it feels impossible to overcome so just please try to beat that before it sets in.
On the being blocked because of who's in your friends list crap? Sorry but people are just assholes. I'm sorry you had to deal with that little fact at such a bad time for you. I really truly am. Only thing you can do is move on unfortunately and try not to let them affect you.
Hope things get better for you and please never be afraid to vent. Even if no one reads it it's better than letting it fester and rot inside. Good luck!
Especially with people just blocking willy-nilly like that...., the internet has fostered a lot of toxic behaviour. It's way too easy to just block someone and not spare a second thought. But know that not everyone is like that, stay strong fam! I'm always willing to talk and listen ^-^
No worries. I feel the same way, about using your online self as a escape goat
And yeah, it's crazy being blocked by no reason Owo