Nine months later and nothing to show... Everywhere in the world complete idiots are having kids while I can't even create a poem for myself. Maybe I'll get down to it eventually... I have a lot of free time this semester compared to most.

Ok so I'm thinking Peace Corp again because of the disaster at Haiti. I really want to help people, and as I told hellkat I can do tons of manual labor if I'm fed and watered enough. And it would give me time to do some art since I definitely wont be gaming in that couple of years... And honestly I really don't think I'll miss anything important. At most I'll come back and my friends and cuddle buddies will have moved on and I'll have to make new ones. Meanwhile I'll have two years worth of games to catch up on! It almost sounds fun!.... Honestly I just want to help... I feel like I'm wasting resources with my current life, and I need some sort of chock to my system to get out of this horrible pattern of procrastination. So what do you think empty void of internet that i spew my words at?

Nope.... I'm still afraid.