Ok, so after about half an hour of bitter sobbing then an hour of depression, then seven hours of lying awake in a hollow daze, I realised, this medication is doing BUGGER ALL for me! It's depressing me, my mind is being MORE eratic, and I'm tense. So I've stopped taking it.

Yup, flushed them down the toilet. I'm better than this. MY girlfriend's absence has an explanation, all of these little paranoid fears are useless. And you know what. I feel fucking GOOD! Screw the world, fuck my classmates. I am me, I am mentaly unstable, but not THAT mentaly unstable, christ.

So! New resolution. I pray I can keep this up.

Untill next time, much love!

~Shaybles.