I hope things get better for you. Just remember, you're never completely alone. We're always here if you need someone to talk to. ^^

We love you 54! We'll wait for you so dont worry to much! Your awesome and we'll never let you down in loving you! Also we'll never hate you or get mad for you being gone so dont worry!

take care of yourself

Well not entirely sure how to respond to that post.

Did think of you a few times over the past while, just wondering, but considering how life tends to throw a curve ball every now and then, figured it was most likely just life being life.

Reading into what you have written, truly hope that things all start to work out soon for you.

Motivation when it comes to art can be a sod. There are times where you might want to do something but have little to no motivation to make it happen. Frustrating yes, though don't give those feelings the credit of thinking about them too long. Art can come when it comes. Don't worry about that at least.

Can understand your feelings, though unfortunately the way this existance works is something along the lines of, it is what it is. You cannot change the past, accept it as having happened, learn from potential mistakes, and move forward. It is kind of an ever striving existance. If you mull over past events, and wish for something different, all that will happen is that it will eat into you emotionally. Move forward and upwards.

Truly hope for the best for you, and that these things, whatever they may be resolve themselves.

Good luck with you life.

I'm sorry to hear that.... wish the life will go at better direction for you.

A full explenation could be one way of dealing with it, sharing it with those you confide in. I´m sorry you have had to endure enough trouble to make you as absent minded and sad as you describe. I´m your friend, I want to be... I´m often on FA so just leave me a note and I reply sooner then later. If your friends couldnt handle the love, they didnt have the heart for it. You are not to value yourself lesser, many and myself included like you the way you are. You have shown insperation and inovation. And I value your well being

Take one day at a time. Aim to get one smile atleast and the day hasnt been totally wasted :) . Count if you will how much better a smile is then a frown

hehe, you're such an awesome guy =3

Glad you're doing alright hon

It's the internet, people vanish, people reappear, then people vanish and reappear again as someone else XP. That's how it works. I'm sure things will start looking up for you tho, dude. I would say more but I don't know the specifics >.> Best of luck to you, dude.

Don't worry, there are lots of people here who love you!
I think it would be best if you try to tell us what is bothering you in any way we can. Opening up to people will help you release the stress of what's on your mind, and you know how understanding everyone here is so there's no need to worry about what you say.

I hope things go a little smoother after this, though.

i know you don't really have a clue who i am, (or most of us crazy people for that matter, lol.) but just know that i hope that things will get better for you. high school is a really crappy time, you some times loose the people you care the most about. i know i did. and its going to hurt for a long time. i've been out a year now and i still miss those people. i don't know what happend between you and your friends but for now all i can say is try to get through the school part. there is to much to regret in that time, chances that you will never have again. and who know's, maybe its not to late to patch things up with your friends. but like i said, what do i know?

best wishes though, and there are alot of people here who are willing to listen if you ever feel the need. just know that there is always someone in the dark reaches of the net who will reach out when they are needed. just ask.

(i'll stop now that its sounds all religilousy. eww. i'm dissapointed in myself. lol.)

oooo, dat don't sound much like a happy ending :\.

You're not alone, 'kay? You do have friends. Everyone here that cares about you. Just keep this in mind, everything that happens, the good AND the bad, happen for a reason. Don't lose hope just yet. It's only over if you allow it to be.

It´s okay, you should post art only when you feel like it, not because you want to satisfy your watchers, it´ll affect your art negatively (At least thats what many people say, and I have no reason to doubt it).

Can we be friends?

That Sounds Really Horrible I Hope Things Will Get Better For You >.< If You Need a Friend to talk To I'm Always Open to Talk to ^.^ *Hugs*

:C

*hugs*
That's horrible.
I hope things get better...

you haven't lost your friends we've been waiting for you here

I hope things get better for you. Remember that time will heal all wounds, no matter how deep and painful.

you've lost them all? how come?

Are you sure it's not some dispute like it happens sometimes?
I had a silly one with a great buddy. we ended up not talking to each other for 2 years to finally realize we both went through this and forgot long time ago.

I'm sure you're not alone!

Even if it would be the case, remember you can always meet new people, find yourself new hobbies, try something new. *hugs*

Don't stay in your corner.

I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope things clear up for you VERY soon! :3

take care buddy- hope it's not as bad as you think

Oh no ...i'm sorry 54 D: i wish i culd be there to give you a big hug :3 i always loved your drawings and love the way you talked about your life int hem so reading this really si a bummer D: i hope things get better soon :3

take your time :3 life can be a bitch at times but we only remember the good times in the end :3, hope school flies by :3

Today mine ended x3

T^T

Aww, poor Fifty, well at least we know you're stillalive, some of us were getting worried about you.Aww, and I can understand why you're depressed, but why dosay you have no friends? Whathappened to Blue, Gunner and Apple?DId you guys have a faalling outover anissue

Don't feel alone, it must be a hard time for you *hugs*

Aww, don't worry. We're always here for support. And I hope you feel better soon.

Sorry to hear things went south on your end. Don't forget, you've got plenty of friends here to support you, so don't get too down *hugs*

Hey Thats alright. Hope you feel better SOON D:<
We Missed u :3

Don't feel bad about disappearing, honey. Shit happens, people need time to sort it out. Nothing wrong with that.

I'm here if you want to talk about anything.

You have my blessing. I wish you the best, man. Just take it a day at a time, and slowly, it'll get better.

Take care Fifty4

Life happens to people, don't worry about vanishing for a bit. Here's hoping things start to improve for you, preferably before the school year is up (makes for a nicer summer). Good luck to ya, dude :)

Get up, try again :) *hugs* good luck!

It's okay that you were taking time off *huggles* But sorry to hear about your friends, what happened?

Woah, woah--slow down! :O

You've lost all your friends? Goodness, what in the world happened? =(

Well, I don't blame you for feeling the way you do, but I'm truly concerned; being alone for extensive periods can really alter a person. =O

Please, do your best to take care of yourself, for now; hopefully, things will get better. (-_-)

*hugs*
when you've time hope you can tell us what happened. While... i wish you luck and don't feel lonely... all we're for cheer you

Trying to deal with school and the issues that come with it can be very frustrating. (I know)

Just try to keep your chin up, things will get better in time. :) *hugs*

What happened to your friends?

You don't know me, and I don't know you.

But I will help in any way I can. You have a shoulder to lean on, and an ear willing to listen, should you need it.

Best of luck with everything.

Damn...fifty...I really don't know how to respond to this... I'm really glad to hear from you, even though it wasn't the best of news...
I do not know exactly what you're going through, and perhaps you may not confide in me, but I just want to say that I think having an ear, or a shoulder to cry on... it really helps. Even if it's not me, finding someone you can trust to hear you out will make you feel a little better...
So...things didn't go well... It's gonna be difficult, but the school year is almost over, perhaps college will be the road to "start anew".
Hang in there man! You still got us! Heck, some of us might even live nearby, or even attend the same college!
I hope to hear about you again soon!

Hey fifty4. I am sorry about what has happened and I hope everything worked out in the end. Not so long ago a similar thing happened to one of my friends only he wasn’t coming out of the closet. In this case it was a dispute over rap. As silly as that should that got he annexed from the “popular” community at our middle school. Luckily he moved on in his life with an entirely new group of friends in his transition to high school. I guess what I am trying to say is that eventually you will find a group of people that are 100% supportive of. That does not necessarily mean that your friends now will always be isolating you like this. Declaring that you are gay and that you like one of them is a big deal. Give it some more time and if they come back then they are truly your friends. If not, the beautiful thing about high school is that it ends fast and you will be in a new environment in collage where you can make all new friends and maybe even find the man of your dreams. I hope that was helpful in some way shape or form.

Welcome Back

Now I'm curious. It's not a good moment to ask what happened but I'm damn curious as to what happened to ruin almost everything.

It's a really late message, but I hope everything gets better. Maybe you and all your friends will get back together again.

I know online friends cant come close to being as awesome and special as friends in real life your close with but we all support you and all our best wishes go out to you. No matter how alone you feel, SOMEONE will always be there for you even if you are unaware.

i dont know what happen....but dont let a little fight ruin good friendships, same thing happen to me....and, i dont want it to happen to you to...