Awwwe, that's such a cruel fate to have....

How cruel fate can be...just don't give up kiddo! We've all got faith in ya!

that's cruel to out you seriously,i hope things are better at your new college 8D and hope you can stay in touch with Gunner :3

well... since you're going to a college, look on the bright side, you will have plenty of new people to meet and clubs to join around the campus, so it might be a great time to have fun

Well, that's certainly a bummer. I hope college life treats you better.

Then tell Apple this: "Go ahead, I don't care. People will find out anyway. But you need to accept that she'll probably break your heart too. I'm telling you this for your own good, and I don't want to hear you bitch about it when she does. I hope then you'll realize that you've alienated one of your best friends."

I've had to do that before...and then listened to him apologize months later when he realized that I was right.

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I suppose that's the best you can do, nobody blames you.

You live and grow stronger from all this. :3

How about you try not thinking about your friends for a little while. I know it sounds kinda mean but I really am not trying to. You are carrying a lot of pain that you shouldn't have to. Keeping in touch with Gunner is understandable but try to put the others out of your mind for a while. Dorm life should be good for you buddy.

don't lose hope,continue to try, he sounds like a mojor part of your life and you should never give up on him ^ ^ best of luck my good friend ^ ^

As far as your drama with Apple goes, hell, petty high school drama stuff is petty. Who exactly is he going to tell? Friends that you're probably not going to see for months on end because they've moved on with their own lives since graduation?

Plus, if this "everyone" group consisted of anyone you actually talked to on a regular basis, they're not going to care whether or not you're gay. If anything, people need to realize being gay doesn't really change anything. You like the same sex and it's one more thing that person knows about you. You haven't changed at all, so why should anything change anyway?

If you want to resolve your feud with Apple, go for it. Otherwise, I third what RyuDragnier said.

No probs buddy <3 -Totally sent you a note and comment >w>-

That's so saddening, but I'm glad you're holding together and moving on, I know I would've collapsed into incurable depression if i lost my friends in the manner you did

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Sorry to hear that about Apple, that was uncalled for by him. *huggles* Hope you enjoy college life!

omg good luck with college! i hope your able to stay in touch.

...wow... what an ass (apple)

I vote you keep in touch with Gunner. But make sure to tell Gunner that no one should be around him when you guys talk. I've been through that...

Mrawr...wow... that's pretty cruel (the Apple thing). But as for Gunner, you guys can surely see each other again, maybe not now, but eventually, when things cool down, and he gets to make his own decisions. It's not like he's gonna be monitored 24/7 for the rest of his life! I hope you guys keep in touch.

Ugh, I'm horribly late with my response to all this, but I did read your previous journal, and I'd like to say that I'm sorry to hear what occurred. 8<

I sincerely hope that you can bring yourself to find peace and ease of mind soon, my friend. =O

Do take care. =|

glad to hear your doing better, hope college goes well for ya, im sure it will, and glad your still keeping in touch with gunner, cant wait to hear from ya again

Whenever you have time please keep us updated. We all care about you and would love to hear about all that will happen to you.

Keep your chin up, never know what people or things you might see and experience, especially in college.