No I'm not gonna delete it. Why you may ask? Well cause I'm done.

I'm done with the fact some people wanna just shoot their heads off and think me and my mate are nothing but worthless furs who do nothing but whine bitch and moan about everything.

I say this here and now to those who all of a sudden find a drama journal and wanna shoot their two fucking cents in it.

Read everything including all our past journal's of our life and then you can comment and get back to me about how you think we truely are.

The deal of the gift's to cons. You wouldn't even turn down a free beer or free blowjob or free art if you were given the oppertunity. Its called a break or vacation from all the drama. Gifts come differently and these gifts we are truely thankful of recieveing from friends. If your Jealous of us then we understand. If you don't have the many friends who help us as we would for them then you shouldn't have any room to speak.

Sorry me and my mate can't be like all of you and use every paycheck I get and go to every fucking con a month or have the artistic talent to make art for money and be happy doing it.

No more names shall be mentioned in hate in any of my journal's. I am tired of all the drama and everything in between.

Go ahead and make more journal's and telling people at conventions or fur meets how terrible and how we are all such whiners. Go ahead and make those fun edit's to E.D. articles, cause you know what, they don't phase me any more. Any of ya'll who think we are nothing but lazy, stupid, thoughtless, worthless people who leech off our friends, don't know how we truely are.

You are all just sad and jealous that we have certain kinds of people who will assist us, give us a shoulder to cry on, help out if needed, give gifts and saying we have no choice in the matter, provide a small ride to places and join us in being happy.

You know who those people are? Friends.

We have them and I am greatful to have each and every one of them in my life. I will never ever fucking forget them and when things are better for us, I will do the same thing for them(if it should ever happen) as they have done for us. They know what we have gone through cause they have seen it and know of it.

I will be making another journal at the end of this week on saturday, and for once it is good news.

I'm still gonna keep searching for jobs along with Darius and Frost. All 3 of us might of found something we can do together, but we have to see what happens at this point. Wish us luck.