... and I find that it just causes more trouble than anything. :'(


Seriously people, why is it that everyone I am after is just out of their fucking mind? I mean, one minute they are begging me to be with them, the next they are off with some random fuck they met a month ago on the internet, despite the efforts and intimacy I've shared with said individuals, and each time I was regarded as 'insane' for having the same exact feelings they are bragging about getting from their significant others. What pisses me off even more about all this is that they will always say "I like you alot, we get along , etc ... but we could never be in a relationship", when not a week ago we were wrapped around each other in my bed sheets covered in each other's juices in a heated moment of lust and passion, calling each other beautiful, then he has the audacity to tell me there's someone else soon after... that was just a stab to my heart and soul when he said that... Now he tells me that he 'really likes me' when I am in a good mood, and yet we still flirt about and I just don't know what to think about all this.

Can someone advise me in how I should go about getting past all this?