3:30 AM
15 years ago
I slept a lot yesterday, then wound up in bed last night. Woke up sometime around 3:30AM and have been sitting here waiting for Ushao to wake since. I'm hungry, but I don't want to make a ton of noise aside from typing (mainly because I'm wide awake and noone else is up at this hour usually. )
Worked on my website, planned out the categories, made a new logo. I'm still feeling like a big hole is opening up in my gut - soon a mouth will form with which to spout 'FEED ME' no doubt.
The sim is taking longer than expected to transfer - I'm so glad its sold off. I'm tired of being worried about it. I'm tired of worrying about a club, about the people.. about friends. I worry about a lot of things and I tend to complain about them more than I say "I'm worried about..."
Sorry for that. I have been trying to get better, but I know I am on the downshift a lot. It helps me deal with things and accept them for what they are with few exceptions to this generalization.
Well, back to waiting, and feeling like I"m going to wither away.
Worked on my website, planned out the categories, made a new logo. I'm still feeling like a big hole is opening up in my gut - soon a mouth will form with which to spout 'FEED ME' no doubt.
The sim is taking longer than expected to transfer - I'm so glad its sold off. I'm tired of being worried about it. I'm tired of worrying about a club, about the people.. about friends. I worry about a lot of things and I tend to complain about them more than I say "I'm worried about..."
Sorry for that. I have been trying to get better, but I know I am on the downshift a lot. It helps me deal with things and accept them for what they are with few exceptions to this generalization.
Well, back to waiting, and feeling like I"m going to wither away.
FA+

i really hope to see you and ush around here and there if nothing else keep up thru FA here.
you have both been kind helpfull and very careing and occasionally stern when i needed that and for all of the above i thank you again.
peace and love ya'll
Furies refusing other furries to be themselves, and create their own kind of art because it isn't their outlined kind of art - even though all art is subjective to the artist and the viewer.
ALL Of Jamie's work has been removed entirely when he followed an FA Mod recently... I'm honestly.. very disappointed and just feeling like all they really want here, is to be 'artist elitists' who think they know what art is. I dunno Deni... I'm considering pulling all my stuff from here.
Yet I see tons of obviously not art type stuff going into galleries all the time. Like a 737 mid build - or a snapshot of a guy underwater. Ugh.