Well Cody had to go home today *sniffles* I miss him already. We had a lot of fun while he was down, and we were able to work out a few things between us.

We had a cool last day. We spent it with Ozzie and Tavi in Atlanta. Ozzie nor Cody had been to The Varsity and we had to go! Once we got done we went straight to the airport and dropped Cody off. I had a hard time but having Ozzie and Tavi made it easier to deal with.

But still I didn't want him to leave. I love him and I am just ready for all the pieces to fall together so our life can be all we want it to be.

*clinches his identical Cody plush* I am going to bed, so I will leave yall with this

Safetysuit - "Life Left to Go" >http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-IpvhP_eSHY<;

Sometimes the edge serves
As more than a friend
Than you thought it would be
And the pages you write
In your journal each night
Are your only release
And the mask you put on
It's like words in a song
But there's more to be seen
And the failures you see
Don't seem failures to me here at all

Oh
I'm begging you no
There's more life left to go
Oh
I'm begging you please
Cause I don't want you to leave

Alone as you walk
Through a crowd and its awkward
Like nobody sees
And you can't help but wonder
Would anyone come after you
If you'd leave
So a pain grows inside
And a fear comes alive
Like you'll never be free
But there's no pain you feel
That I know love can't heal here at all

Oh
I'm begging you no
There's more life left to go
Oh
I'm begging you please
Cause I don't want you to leave me

To leave me here on my own
There's nothing to run from
Oh
There's nothing but fear inside you
Oh
I just hope I can find you
And tell you that I know you'll smile again

Oh
I'm begging you no
There's more life left to go
Oh
I'm begging you please
Cause I don't want you to leave