Sometimes as I lay here in the dark that night brings I let everything go that I seek near the end of this life I know I did fine without but, there's two things I wish I could experience...maybe three and be a part of. 1.love and experiencing another guys touch and affection and 2. Bein a furry irl not just online as it were to be out there experiencing it for real ya never really get to know anything simply just online online and, I just have no way to cause sadly I can't go anywhere without my family too and, lets face it ya can't exactly ask your dad or grandparents to take ya to a furcon or meet even if ya did could you be yourself? hehe this realization is where I turn to my violent game and good musix to funnel my energy and anger k later