As many of you, who know Leeuw and I, know that We had been fighting to keep our relationship alive despite the distance of an ocean and international borders.
US immigration laws are unbearably rough on those traveling that path. So many rejections, so many roadblocks, so many hoops and hurdles to jump thru....ever feeling the heartaches of being apart...having only a large plush to hold 11 out of 12 months of the year as one tries to sleep hoping and dreaming for changes in the system...heartbreak as you drive your mate to the airport knowing that you will not see them for another 11 months.

That all being said, Leeuw has lost his hope in our system and, with all that we have been thru, I cannot blame him, nor do I. We have seperated so that we can forge new paths, in our respective homelands towards the happiness and hopefully love that we all one day deserve. I would ask all of our old dear and mutual friends to please give him his space for growth and to stop asking him what occurred as now you all know.

Leeuw~ Thank you for two wonderful years and 3 magical vacations that will never be forgotten filled with wonderful memories that you and I shared. Thank you for your warmth, your love, your tenderness & always for your truth and true caring for Me. Not one day of our mateship had I ever felt unloved. You were and are a blessing in My life and I am still happy to call you My dear friend.

I wish you all the happiness in the world and hope that you find love from one that is worthy of such an amazing person as you. ♥