So yeah.... I'm reading the artist's comments from my favorite political cartoonist... and he was talking about how everyone, either realising it or not, is worried about the next attack. At first i thought "Thats poop! Your writing poop!" but then i thought..... I live in florida.... a stone throw from the cape.... Ya know... Nasa?... So every time the shuttle comes in BOOM BOOM! sonic boom and i dive under the table.... Its got to the point where i gotta keep track of this shit just so i don't have a heart attack.... And to make it worst... i live near nasa, near orlando, two decent bullseyes for the terrorists, and then i do some searching and find out i live near two nuclear plants.... YAY!.....

So i've been feeling extra bleh latly.... The Doom RP was keeping my mind off things but i can't keep VK occupied all day... aparently all of Fur Affinity collapses if he doens't get time to his work... hehe... Plus i think i'm getting on his nerves.... oh well... i can deal with it i guess....

Still no one reading these yet.. But i've finaly posted two journals within a day of each other.... so maybe it'll start a trend.... who knows.... it isn't making me feel any better about all the crap in the world.... i've been thinking of turning off my TV and avoiding all possable contact with the news for awial to see if that helps... or possably commiting myself to a nuthouse... its not that i'm suicidal or anything... just a nervous wreck... shit i'm so lucky i don't have a job or i would of totaly lost it this week.... bleh... i think i'm just being a total ass recently.... GRAH!.... I need a vacation from reality....