i have removed confusion from my page, for it kinda lost it's purpose now. added stuff to my scraps better left unread for it's crappy. Else, life's a mess. i lost the man of my dreams before anything ever had a chance to happen once again because i'm not good enough. i figured i'll just stop trying, i've been trying for months now but things always end up twisted even if i only have the best of intentions.

and i guess i lost, fate won. time to ask Him why soon.