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Yearly Update
6 years ago
Heres my yearly update for those who cares.
Work: there was a hell of a lot of layoff at work. Some good coworkers and friends lost their jobs... i kept mine tho. So im lucky. Lots of changes coming up, lots of possibilities to do OT. So not to bad.
Finances: are ok. I mean i have 0 margin to set money aside or to just buy stuff for myself. But at least i make do and im not gonna go bankrupt anytime soon ... being a house owner really is expensive. But worth every dime.
Social life: havent seen friends for weeks... social circle seem to be disapearing lil by lil. I feel alone and unimportant.
Love life : one way love as usual... i keep being told he cares but i am clearly his last thought on his mind.... going to fur cons has a higher priority then i do... i can understand work, school and familly and i find that totally normal even tho id like to come first... but cons.... like really... going to furry conventions has higher priority then someone who loves you...and as usual i keep being told its not for the thrill of furry sex.... but seriously... every single con exs have gone too...ive been cheated on or destroyed my relationships and/or friendships one way or an other.... drama drama drama.... sigh...
Wish he’d take that opportunity to fix our shit instead... but telling him that would make me an asswhole because that would probably make him feel bad... theres just no winning this one...
at some point actions speak louder then words ... i need to learn to stop hoping .... stop giving chances... find a way to stop my heart from loving so easily and forgiving...
Im getting to old for this shit... also i found my first gray hairs... turning 33 in april.... i consider this my midlife waypoint
Work: there was a hell of a lot of layoff at work. Some good coworkers and friends lost their jobs... i kept mine tho. So im lucky. Lots of changes coming up, lots of possibilities to do OT. So not to bad.
Finances: are ok. I mean i have 0 margin to set money aside or to just buy stuff for myself. But at least i make do and im not gonna go bankrupt anytime soon ... being a house owner really is expensive. But worth every dime.
Social life: havent seen friends for weeks... social circle seem to be disapearing lil by lil. I feel alone and unimportant.
Love life : one way love as usual... i keep being told he cares but i am clearly his last thought on his mind.... going to fur cons has a higher priority then i do... i can understand work, school and familly and i find that totally normal even tho id like to come first... but cons.... like really... going to furry conventions has higher priority then someone who loves you...and as usual i keep being told its not for the thrill of furry sex.... but seriously... every single con exs have gone too...ive been cheated on or destroyed my relationships and/or friendships one way or an other.... drama drama drama.... sigh...
Wish he’d take that opportunity to fix our shit instead... but telling him that would make me an asswhole because that would probably make him feel bad... theres just no winning this one...
at some point actions speak louder then words ... i need to learn to stop hoping .... stop giving chances... find a way to stop my heart from loving so easily and forgiving...
Im getting to old for this shit... also i found my first gray hairs... turning 33 in april.... i consider this my midlife waypoint
