Am i the only one feeling like suicide prevention lines only make things worst? Their just listening but have no connection to you... its just not worth a hug from someone you love...

Then again ... when the issue is the fact that your a monster to the eye of the one you love... guess its the best ill get.

Im just to broken for relationships ... the price it would cost someone to be with me is simply too high...

I need to forget about the idea of finding someone who'd love me to see past the broken pieces...