I understand that life isn't suppose to be easy or fair but with all the bad things that has happened to me my entire life, shouldn't I get to be able to see my mate every day? I think I should but life, fate, destiny, God, or whatever you want to call it... moreI understand that life isn't suppose to be easy or fair but with all the bad things that has happened to me my entire life, shouldn't I get to be able to see my mate every day? I think I should but life, fate, destiny, God, or whatever you want to call it has a sick, twisted, fucked up sense of humor and apparently likes to see me suffer and cry myself to sleep every night because I can't be with my mate every day or even every weekend. No, I have to wait a month or longer to see him and once he goes to college it will be even worse. I hate life, fate, destiny, God, karma and whatever else is doing this to me. Why can't something go right for once in my miserable fucking life?!? Why must I suffer so much? I'm sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest. I feels alot better now ^_^