After spending a week being miserable my best friend has everything better. My best friend has now become my boyfriend. ^_^ I am so happy but at the same time really sad about how it happened. I'm glad to be his girlfriend but I still love my ex and I hope we can get back together someday.

I don't expect anyone to read this or any other journals, these are just for me to get my feeling off my chest and not stay bottled up inside.

Anyway I'm happy I'm not alone anymore but I hope Lucca and I can get back together someday. He will always hold my heart.