ok... so now theres a second someone i want to date... but her ive met before... ive met her in a dream, several times actually, but i never saw her face... heres the dream:

its raining and the wind is whiping trees back and forth. i walk through it to a hill, what seems to be another tree is on top, but in reality its a woman. as i walk up, this womans features become visable, all except her face. her hair a golden blond, shes shorter than me, and is wearing one of 2 outfits... one is a jacket and jeans with a beany on, the other a tank top and leather pants. when i walk up to her, she says in a tear choked, disbaleveing voice "i knew you would come", to which i reply "i promised, didnt i?"

after that is the mushy stuff... but basicly, thats litteraly the woman of my dreams, and she matches this girl perfectly... but... ive poured my heart and soul into another. i wont lie, im scared she could leave me, at any time really. she told me a few times now, "im not your only choice", that makes me worried because its like she expects it of me to chase every girl...

i dont know what to do, i dont know what to think....

this whole thing is... odd... to say the least...