Im going to join the air force

sounds good to some, scary to others, but you know something, i think its going to be the best thing to do. the economy sucks, we are stuck here in redding where jobs are more scarse than the ammount of furries here, and with this, i can actually go somewhere, be someone.

i realized something as well, people piss me off. not going to sugar coat it, i hate people, call me a pessimist, or call me an idiot, but i have a reason i hate people. I hate myself too. as stupid as it sounds, i hate myself, therefore, why should i like someone whos better than me and flaunts it every day? but thats only half the thought, thats why im planning to join the air force.

i hate myself because i hate how im so insignificant, so overlooked like im just another meat sack that talks. I want to make something of myself, and these people can help me. may not be the cash, hell it might not even be the schooling, but it will prove to myself i can pick something and go through with it, end of story

so yeah, now i need to get my grades up so i can pass school, then go into air force, and finnaly look in the mirror and say "you did it"