So it's close to Christmas once again n' though I'm happy bout that, I ain't as happy as I should be. Lost an aunt close to me the end of last week. Such a shocking loss. It wasn't like with grandpa where it was cancer n' we knew the end would come nor was it very sudden n' well known cause like stroke or heart attack. Just...well think there's no other way to describe it but shocking. Some of ya already know the details. Some of y'all if not most flat out don't care n' that's fine with me. It helps me to type out these things whether read or not. Well life happens I suppose n' we got to take the good with the bad. We just have to do the best we can to balance the scales against two extreme forces of the good n' the bad. Overall though the bad has controlled this year for me n' the ones closest to me. I'm so hoping for much better come 2012.