A tough decision but...
14 years ago
I have decided that it's best if I skip out on AC this year. I need to be a real responsible person right now n' save up my money while I have this rare steady stream of income that I haven't seen since over a year ago. Also I just don't know what my research schedule will look like come then. Know for sure I'll be taking summer classes n' definitely will have need to do some of my research over the summer. All the practical matters handled, I also just not ready to make a return there. Not that I didn't enjoy my first AC back in 2010. It was fun n' I got to meet some awesome folks, including my two favorite artists. Some things however went way wrong afterwards n' coupled with tremendous PCD, I pretty much felt worthless long after. Not saying that that would happen again. I'm a different person now than I was then. Learned some harsh lessons n' am better because of that. So I know that my next time there will be so much better. It just doesn't need to be this year. N' no this isn't a depressed journal entry. I'm in real good spirits right now. In fact today had been quite a nice n' uplifting one. I know I'll miss seeing a few folks I haven't seen since then. I'm glad to know though that it'll work out all the better if I wait it out another full year. Heck I'll actually get to buy some cool stuff in the dealer's den:P That's it for now. Peace y'all^^
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