In this abysmal darkness I have for life now I question why I hold on so tightly. Instinct perhaps or, fear I dunno but, I remain here alone and angry full of anger I lack the ability to control it I feel as if I don't belong here at all in this time or place it sucks I want to belong. I also want someone but, I doubt that'll ever happen I wish I had something more to hold onto than my wretched life I mean I can't even let it go I'm held here for some reason I can't explain. I just wanna belong.